life's a bitch

. relinkrelink .

2008-07-24T13:59:00.006+08:00

.im single & flirting.

2008-07-18T16:04:00.002+08:00

im SINGLE & FLIRTING.
(:

ooh, call me to set a DATE. *winkx*

sidetracks:

I GV NO SHITS TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN.

im tired to always be here.

to give my full attn.

wen actually, ure alw sae im impt,

but not.

ure flirtin urself; wts tis?

im sorie bt i guess we need super more tym to noe.

take care.

&& AKU ADA KERNA KAU PUN ADA. pls la rmbr that!

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.faddy slp ova.

2008-07-18T10:46:00.003+08:00

salams!

HELLO!! today's friday. (: nah.. ntg in particular. its jus coz its friday, las day of a sch days. ok part ni baby bedek, there is sumting actually. planned it 2 weeks before. a date with ateeq darling. (: bt, ateeq saket. tsk. darlin, get well ok?
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&& to atikah darlin, haf fun while ure on stage. (: GOOD LUCK fer TKC idol kays. ill msg u wen im der. & ooh, bring home some good news. haha. AND, pls make a date to go out with me! or i wun sayang u anymore kays. *winks*
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& yesterday i din go sch. cuz faddy darlin slp over my house. the story goes... on wed nite, she msged me if im sleepin late. & the time before, i jus reach home frm werk. tho im tired, i lied to her. sayin yeah im sleepin late coz she said she need to talk to me. so i waited like FOREVA kays fer her. haha. she finally reach at 0341 hrs. see hw late it was. & yes darl, i tertido while waiting fer u. she came by, had some talk kat park. den invite her to my home, or else she wud had sleep at the park. haha. &&&&&&& she's cute la bile tido. (can i upload ur pic while ure sleepin? pretty pls!) den, i woke her up ard 0730. she was super cute la. woke up, sit dwn, lie back. haha. cheat my feelings. i wana go sch, bt knowing that she's stl sleepin, i rather accompany her at home.

p.s ooh, faddy darlin, did u rmbr wat u said to me at the park? abt dirty clothes & more. haha. so, rmbr tis tau.. haf enuf rest before u meet anyone or ull be embarrasing urself. (:

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honey, im not going club. tsk. u haf fun tonite kays. & pls be careful. ill be worried fer u till u get home safely sayang.

sidetrack: i mish u much.

i cnt wait fer tmr at all.

huda darlin, hapie 2 mths. (:

*if i say out my bdae wish to ppl,

will it cum true? (:

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&& HONEY, U ALWAYS NOE HOW TO MAKE MY DAY. tho sumtimes ure sucha "ergh-idk-how-to-describe" .

.faddyyyyyyy.

2008-07-15T15:07:00.002+08:00

i wish i cud jus breakfree frm all tis "oh so sebok" tings!
honey, i love u.
let's see hw nature takes its course.

love, B.

~~JIWANG NAK MAMPOS, not! haas.~~

i wonder:
will u be der wen i need u?
do u love me like i do?
will u stay evn wen i asked u to leave?
do u care fer my feelings?
will u hold my hands & never let go?
do u see the future of us?
will u pull me closer wen im sad?
do u appreciate the existance of me in ur life?
will u leave knowing i that i need u?
& so on.

k bye. i shall jus shuddup.

im in love. help me?

.aqid.fad.

2008-07-15T10:22:00.004+08:00

IM NOT OVER THE PAST, yet

honey asked again, wat miracles wud i wan it to hapen? & guess wt i ans?

-ntg in particular, i jus wan miracles to hapen. i wana b appreciated & happie. (: -

tts wt i answered. werelse i noe its more than jus that. im jus not ready fer anotha blow, so i wan miracles to happen! & i wan it to hapen on my bdae! too much to asked fer? guess not. *sit dwn & start tinkin* everyone's been askin wat i wan fer my bdae. eventually, i subtitude in my happiness fer presents tis yr. so, MIRACLES, pls happen (: HAHA.

tokin abt the past, im afraid of anotha love. im afraid of anotha relationship. im not ova my past, yet im falling fer someone fast. (hey, it rhymes. ok random) furthermore, i doubt in love now. wat if there's no trust? wat if im too much sensitive than b4? can my otha half take it? i wan to be in love, i wan someone to love me. fites, quarrels and arguments are part of a rs. agreed? bt if it can be avoided, y not. rs doesnt need perfecto, couples tend to get closer to each otha afta a misunderstandin. & afta quarrels, they make out. ok, tu tk bedek k. haha.

" AKU AKAN MENJADI BARA YANG MEMBAKAR SETIAP HATI LELAKI"

ok, tu bedek ah. evn b4 i broke up with aqid, i said tis to myself, cuz i tot i wud nvr find the love that me n her shared u see. & im so fed up with love till im blinded by the fact that sumone deserve me more. there's always love outder, the ting is that, are u free to evn look outder.

im hoping, wishing. but i noe that it wun hapen luhs! so.. tell me again y?

sidetrack: "not yet becum" gf.

...iqah said, if u take tings too slow,

u gonna miss out the love.

wen i tink bk, true i guess.

cuz ive experienced it.

& pls eh, im nt desperate fer gf/bf.

AND, pls stop waiting baby.

it wun hapen kays.

im hapie with the way we are.

& shud acep the fcukin fact.

im no near important to u.

tho u said im special.

stl, im a nobody.

*HONEY, find new ones & made them feel appreciated more ok?

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&& LOVE, WILL U STILL BE HERE EVN WEN I SAY GO?

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.wats true love.

2008-07-14T12:43:00.003+08:00

& now, it kept me tinkin, wat's love again?
hw do u define love? is love all impt?

TRUE LOVE.

lets start with super simple ting. a dance partner. doesnt mean that ure lovers, ull made a good dance partner. it starts with chemistry to noe hw, why and wen ur dance partner will dance like that, what she'l do wen u do tis, wat u do wen she did that. get it?

same goes to love. "oh im in love just cuz she's hot, beautiful & gorgeous. im droolin over her & proud cuz i haf her & no one else does?" oh, pls. its nt entirely true. LOVE was meant to haf perfect chemistry, that BOND that no one else had except you and ur otha half.

LOVE is wen "i love u, i miss u" is said at the very random times. hugs & kisses at the very weakest and happiest moments. spending time wen u feel all like it. who says love had to be a everyday routine? it'll be boring!

LOVE isnt abt u or him. its both. isnt he called ur "otha half" & u found that perfect one, take tings slow. noe him. nx ting u noe, ull be fallin fer him over & over again. && wen ure out with him, he made u feel like its stl the 1st time meet evn tho its alr few yrs passed. in RS, it cums both comfortable & butterfly's in tummy. haaas.

LOVE is SEX. (: no, not that one nyt stand tingy wer u feel pleasured fcukin ard & the next ting u noe, u wana anotha nyt togeda cuz ure ~~horny.~~ haha. LOVE IS SEX wen afta that nyt, u cnt let go of the moments togeda & u jus wana hold him close to u. love making hapen at the very least expected time. trust me, its heaven. (;

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& HONEY, i love u. so much. & to u, im willing to sacrifice.
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.fountain of wealth,foodloaf,espl.

2008-07-14T08:54:00.002+08:00

salams!

told ket, that i hope miracles wud happen on my bdae. (: she go on by askin wat kinda miracles & i was like, SURPRISE! cnt tell. or else it wun happen (; & popye & bowling soonest. hehe.

my weekends was fine. bt there's tings i aint happy abt, bt faddy darlin was nice to haf make me feel better. (:

& FYI, i ate alot tis days. i dunno why bt yea i did. lame2 baby chubby again! haha.

saturday..
lets see wt did i do. went tuition as usual. den kinda afta tuition, nap jap kt umah tuteeeeeeee baby. since mama wasnt home. haha. jahat baby. den.. faddy fetch me. went suntec city. bought sum snacks. while waitin fer my turn to buy, she suddenly sae tis "b... i nk bubble tea" & i was surprised bcuz i wanted it too oni dat i din sae it loud. (;

went fountain of wealth. it was her 1st tym der. i laugh out loud (in my hart of cosh!!) wen she asked, "b.. leh ke naek kt sini" haha. cute luh fad nih. boleh syg & we did kn? arnd late evening, there was sum dunno wt luh, she was so into it kays. & i hope u njoy it syg.

den head dwn to espl. zhy was alone der. faten tkder. & idk y.. zhy was super different. really. bt she's stl cute as eva. (honey, pls dun get jeles. ure stl my one & only honey kays.) haha. den baby & fad head home ard 11 plus. we'r last to leave afta settlin sum stuffs btw us.
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sunday..
met up with iqah. the plan was to watch movie. bt i guess we din take note of the time & we planned othawise. so afta dinner we head dwn to suntec. AGAIN. (baby rase kn my weekends is at suntec ajer. haha.) den afta that i bought yogurt. sedap kays. si berok nih pulak tk tau mkn. haha. den head to fountain of wealth. AGAIN. (sesape tuu, pls diam!) den.. tok tok. den dah ah. haha.
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dydarling, "b pegy, b alek". da tau gitu, maseh jugak nk uat lagy. suke nah tinggal2kn b? tis isnt the 1st tym that i told her that no matter wat, she will stl cum bk to me. & its proven kays. near to a yr we've known, baby jugak setia! eh.. bkn setia as mataer. u noe , i noe luh dy (; sounds so wrong kn. haha. bt hu cares. as long as im hapie, she's happie, everyone tk hapie, korg nye psl luh. malas baby nk tolerate. (bt if honey tk hapie, b kene pujok, cuz die majok BURUK! haha.). & dy, if tis hapens again eh.. u dun cum cryin bk to me ah. b da ckp bny kali kays, pekare same akn terjadi. jgn degil ah nk setia ah, tanak cntc xgf luh, kwn luh ape luh. sepak kang! haha. k go!
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sidetrack: while headin to espl thru marina,

bought fer her cig.

wasnt supos to.

bt isk! cruel luh baby if b sekat kehendak die.

& honey, did u rmbr my passwerd? haha.

*winks*

&& WHEN THE GAL WANA LEAVE, THE GUY HOLD HER HAND, STARE IN HER EYES AND SAY " BABY DUN LEAVE, I NEED U. " sweetest touch. (:

.aqid,you're still the one.

2008-07-12T14:58:00.002+08:00

salams!

i shudnt haf blog tis bt my hart cnt stop tinkin of hw lovely memories are to be thrown btw me n her.

2nd November 2006.

specific date that i stl keep in me. while i sit dwn & tink, those memories are still in me. truly by. im listening to "you're still the one". u sang it fer me everytime we went karaoke. u put ur arms arnd my waist, look into my eyes & sincerely sing fer me. it was so hart warming. too short of a love we had. we made tis far & proud cuz we really had a hard tym adaptin to those ppl hu actually tryin to seperate us & till now idk wats the reason they did that.

dear aqid, i hope ure happy, njoyin life with ur frens. & ill b happy jus to u happy. & u noe im still here. take care.
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dearest frens & honey, i may be bloggin abt the past putting u guys to a thinkin wether im over the past or nt. i jus wanna let u noe that tho i will be mentioning all this stuffs in future to cum, its jus fer memories. cause i realised, no use clinging on, being sad ova sumting that isnt entire urs anymore. im happy with my life now. im single and ~~flirting~~ and i gtto noe a lot of new babes & hunks. (i noe u guys wud go like , oh that's so oh true) haha. that's me & afta i broke up with her i kinda had a hard tym myself. had to stand on my own.

& by today, im falling fast fer sumone. *winks*

&& SLOWLY HONEY, IT'LL SOON BE PAID OFF ONE DAY. -NLF-

.so random entry abt fad.

2008-07-11T13:34:00.003+08:00

RANDOM CAN?

yesterday..10th july. baby 4get wt i did. werk & went hm. tired. haf nt been sleepin early, not enuf rest + nose bleeding. sheesh. ive test yest, & all i did was *eyes close* really. i din du properly. haha. honey, tk marah baby kn? (:

huda darling, i mish u shoo much. let's meet soon gf. *ure 1 nice gal that i wish to keep bt nt lettin ppl noe*

back to todae. constantly yawning. eyes red, watery. haiss. & did i tell u that today i belo abit. (ket, abit oni luhs) ade ke patut die ckp i belo hari2. haha.

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(shhhhh) SOMEONE asked. wether i wana be her gf. HAHA. i laugh upon reading it in msn cuz i noe she wasnt serious. so.. haha. i ans that im happy with the way we are . tho sumtimes...

i wish she wud take my hand to the next level. . .

sumtimes, life's hard to accept reality. cuz it went the unexpected way.

&& HONEYBABY, YOU MADE ME FALL FOR YOU. . OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

.fer fad.afta wt she said..that we cnt b togeda.

2008-07-10T12:04:00.004+08:00

DEMI CINTA

dear honey,

it has been lovely with u around. it was too soon that u had to leave. leave me with all the questions in my head. asking & answerin myself. im hoping to know what exactly went wrong, what happened and why. tho i noe, i wud like reassurance still.

so true about what u said?
so true that it happened?
yes. BUT, i hope it din at all.

ure sumone i can fall fer, in an instant. that's how u are. it's like a dream cum true. wer i always saw u frm afar, its hard to catch & wen i get to, i lose it. ~~all of a sudden.~~ *looks dwn & sigh* it seems so yesterday that we knew, met, hug. mm..

honey, do take care of urself. . always stay happy. im gonna mish u pampering me & vice versa.

sidetrack:

Atas nama cinta

Hati ini tak mungkin terbagi

Sampai nanti bila aku mati

Cinta ini hanya untuk engkau.

Atas nama cinta

Ku relakan jalan ku merana

Asal engkau akhirnya denganku

Ku bersumpah atas nama cinta.

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Jujur Lah Padaku Bila Kau Tak Lagy Cinta

&& . . . MESKIPUN ENGKAU HANYA KEKASIH GELAPKU **

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hw painful it is to be a victim of teenage pregnancy? ooh, dun worie, it isnt me. i wished. was tokin to a fren yest & she bought tis up. haf u evr tink, wt if u told ur future half to be abt u evr being pregnant & stuffs. can he accept it? if he does, hw abt in future? will he bring it up? if he doesnt, do u tink he's keepin it frm u? haiss. pening kn?

(randomly, i suddenly tink of fad. haiss.)

back to the topic, how will u react wen ure in love bt people arnd u aint giving u positive attitude towards it? they bitched abt whu u love. sayin all the bad remarks. if its true, & its d past, will u punish ur love fer sumting that hapen in the past? how abt sumting that never evn happen & u decided to believe "people" jus cuz u noe them longer. is it fair? do u tink ure hurting ur love?

some people are so damn typical of a tinking. "oh, my frens wun like us being togeda, so better stay as frens" yeah.. & the otha party wud jus reply ~~fcuk off.~~ instead nop. i wud always try to win him over. lettin him noe that it aint abt YOU, ME AND THEM. its, YOU & ME. its, US. need any explaination on tis?

i respect my otha half if he/she noes hw to make this rs werks wo any help frm his/her fellow frens. u dun need any moral support to love a person. it cums deep within urself & the most wonderful thing is wen u noe u love that person & that person loves u back. & den cums otha tings, communication, trust.

it builds up overtime. dun let 3rd party spoilt ur day. they're jus plain jealous. cuz they dun feel the love we had. ENVYness of a person can sumtyms upset us. they're tryin all means to break a couple up. WHY TOLERATE? 4get abt them.. haf fun, njoy, do wateva u wana, sex, gossip ard, jump, run, sleep, eat. wateva.

& wen i tink again, people hu likes to bitched abt ppl has fcukin no life. (:

oh dun botha, ive mine. perfectly fine. bitch abt me.. & ill be famous. thanks ah eh!

side track: haruskah ku menanti

seribu tahun lagy untukmu?

-END-

.kak bad.fad.nurul.iqah.sakinah&dee nyp.

2008-07-10T08:47:00.003+08:00

salams!

im wearin damn slack. no mood ah. & i woke up late. sigh. && im FCUKING PISSED!! she's no respect at all. sheesh.
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yesterday..
mendak can. went ssdc. ~~(dun ask pls).~~ den went sch. tis is the fcukin tym i stayed in sch that late. till 6pm! kinda ah. & i stayed thruout my FYP, & den usually i always blah half wae. (: .. *oooh u noe me*

den, walked at CP. msged nurul, she's havin her break. met her & iqah. iqah had to leave to meet her sista & gf. msged her. she went bugis. -& oh y mus i did that ? damn.- i bought snacks, sat @ civic. layan diri sendiri. biase luh, SINGLE kn. sape la nk baby. (; den, msged kak bad. met her. we tok as usual. haha. love it to bits. reached hm arnd 11pm.
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sidetrack: wats der to be sorry abt wen u gonna do it again.

rmbr, i said that. jus rmbr. i fcukin said that b4.

tis isnt the 1st tym honey. really.

& the hurtin part was wen u said wt ur heard frm ur frens is true.

u noe.. hw demoralised i was?

i tot u said u dun care. i was attracted fer dt kinda. nt tis.

NOW, wts more to sae.. ure fine on ur own.

u dun need me. u dun.

& i tink i betta stand my ground.

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oh another ting, saw sakinah&dee while buyin snacks.

she asked, sorg je ke.

&& i was like, SINGLE BEB! haas.

&& KAU INGINKU MILIKI. tapi bila?

.FAD.ahmad.

2008-07-08T15:19:00.003+08:00

UPDATED!!

salams!

ok, nothing special happen in sch. bt i assure u, everyone keeps lookin & secretly whispering tings to otha ppl. like wtf. (:
cuz of wt i wear luhs. upload? ahaha. nnt2 ah.

met ateeq & alyn fer lunch.
kecoh. tk abes2 psl pangkeng.
haas.

DEN.. in a happy2 mood, sumting, sumwer, sumone had to spoilt it can. haiss. u noe hu u are darlin. speechless.

&& I 4get to blog abt tis sumone who called me at 3am in the morning & actually said that he wans to ask fer my hand. nyahh. stop it.

sidetrack: its ur life. wat can i sae?

i can oni pray that u'll be safe.

hu am i? a nobody to u.

& no worries, im over all this evn b4 u mentioned.

CUZ, its been hapenin to me, all the time.

&& WEN EVERYTHING GOES FINE, IT WASNT ACTUALLY ENTIRELY TRUE. cheaters! tsk.

.bored can.fad.wen's d dae?.

2008-07-07T10:33:00.003+08:00

salams!

some things are meant to let go.
ok tis is random. haha.
actually idk wat to blog.
more like how to start. so yeah. that's y there's random capt.

its monday & IM GLAD i dun haf bluess today.
im happie as it is & yeah.
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Fad is so busy today. cnt evn chat fer awhile.
sheesh. cnt b blamed.
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ooh, did i remember wats on august 1st?
haha. im nt gonna celebrate it.
yes, there's a few who asked me out.
bt i tink ill skip that.

& fad did say this "baby dok umah, celebrate with family kays?"
AND, baby pon sae ok. dlm hati kn.... baby mane luh celebrate ni sume.
wahaaha.

tis yr was supos to do chalet. planned it with aqid bt i guess it din werk out due to sum internal reasons. nyahaha. so.. baby tk tau ah.

i was tinkin if i ever get any surprises before fer my bdae.
& baby rmbred las yr abt hw aqid, lil, iki, hall, rhyh.. made my day afta me n aqid had sum quarrelin tingy. haha. it was so expected cn.

it goes like, we had sum misunderstanding, den i went away. like wateva luhs. den they kept askin me wer am i sumer. bt i refuse to ans. den, psp's in my beg, i kol up hall & rhyh.. wanted them to help me pass the psp to aqid. so we decided to meet up at chocz at esplanade mall.
TAHU TAHU JEK, AQID YG NAEK! lol. & she's so sweet cn to had bought flowers fer me. & mind u, its real flowers. went on celebratin, took pics. present opening & mango ice cream cakes. & i rmbred hw iki stole that knife. haha. kekek cn.

kenangan.

that day. 4th august 2007. memories.

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this year, 2008, i wonder hw it will turn out. since it's a schlin day & ive test on that day. & counting... sigh.

sidetrack: shary cntced me bk.

sheila oso. hu i knew frm geylang.

my bdae, a boring day, again.

&& I WISH.. SUMTINGS JUS HAPPEN UNEXPECTEDLY, POSITIVELY SHOCKING, THAT CUD MAKE ME TO TEARS OUTTA JOY. I WISH.. THAT DAY WOULD BE A MEMORY, THAT I CUD KEEP FOREVER. awaitin fer 1st august. (:

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.060708.

2008-07-07T00:01:00.003+08:00

salams!

baby cnt sleep.
waiting fer fad to be home.
went ssdc, den head dwn to amk with ket.
did sum shopping. ~~(ket, diam)~~
ok, actualli, did alot of shoppin & i stl had many to buy stl.
bt, fad tk kasi spend lagy.
tsk.
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had early dinner at banquet amk.
ate.. eh ket, ape eh babylove kau mkn?
haas. den jalan2 kt amk ctrl.
bought shoe, shoe & more shoe. giler kn baby.
den bought sumtings luhs. lalalala.
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den cntcted shary, like so long luhs tk catch tings up cn.
so shud b meetin him on fri eh? tk slh ah.
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den.. ape lagy eh? ooh. dt sat i went hrc.
b4 that i had tuition, den fad fetch me frm bdok & we go town.
movie, dinner, dance, hugs. that was awesome. hancock.
(:
den while waiting fer d ryt time to enter hrc, we walked thru forum den wheelock.
saw our frens. yeps.
salams den go.
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in hrc kn, mcm ade pobl gitu cn.
wun mention. so yea.
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AND irah darlin. saw u der fer d 1st tym (:
we shall hang out like u said.
& let's start crapping.

side track: tings stuck in my throat.

cnt help bt wana ask.

bt wen? haiss.

p.s she loves to hug me frm bhind cn. jus sudenly. (:

&& HOW CAN I GO ANOTHA DAY W/O U.

.fad.

2008-07-04T11:42:00.002+08:00

salams!

as much as wanting to avoid u,
i cnt stop clickin & checkin on u.

damn it.
stop it lahs b.
pt tis is mind, ure nt impt in her life. get it?

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.ket.fad.kakjess.abg dan.irah.

2008-07-04T08:29:00.004+08:00

salams!

yesterdae..
had a short msn chat w irah darlin. she said she's single. darl, u stl gt me kays? & she goes sayin her gf's "new one" is uglier. mm.. den i was like, idk eh y tis happen.. "TIS IS LIFE!" SHE SAID. cmon la, ur x isnt all she gt. my dear, b strong.
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was supos be at PLAY. ~~bt tings dun werkout btw me n fad.~~ msged aliyah that im nt cuming. & told kak jess d whole story. & oh darlin sista, it's a date tis sat kays? jus u and me. (: laen mcm kn . haha.
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AND KET! baby tau, baby sorg jek luh yg bleh g2 g2, gni gni. mcm P. ket darlin, ure my ket. :D jadi ape2 pun, aku jugak yg baek. (: btl tk? btl tk? smlm lu gerek pe. i ask, "if u ade gf, u bwk gf or me to ur bdae celebration?" she ans me! haha. baek kn kau.
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next smlm gue mimpi luhs. b mimpikn, tgh lepak with alyn, bert n ateeq darlin. den aleh2 baby pening. den my nose bleeds! hahas. terok. kays go.

i tink im sick! not.
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side track: utt was supos to kol me bk kn?

frenship with bert, alyn, ateeq.. idk wer it went.

& fad, ure so fine, bt u need to study me more.

&& I DREAMT WITH SO MANY PEOPLE WE KNEW LOOKIN, U KNEELED DWN & ASK. isnt that sweet.

2008-07-03T15:28:00.003+08:00

i took sum stpd quiz kays.(:

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what kinda gal i am?

Goddess
As a goddess your radiance blinds men. You wield absolute power over them, and enjoy it. They are toys for your amusement! Let them kiss your feet and grovel!

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are u sexy?

Sexy
Yes. You are really sexy. You have the figure, the looks, and the smile that drives them mad! Use it to your advantage! Flaunt yourself and have a good time! After all, soon old age will set in, and all that will be gone...

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are u a good person?

Angel
You are pure goodness. As an angel you are always willing to help others, and are particularly adept at understanding others' concerns. You are a great friend to have!

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Partying Personality?

Guardian Angel
You are the protecting spirit of the group. You ensure that everyone is well-hydrated, not too-drunk, and has a ride home. Without your help, many parties would have ended very badly. When the belligerent drunk gets out of control, you are the one we pawn him off on. Everyone owes you a heart-felt "Thank You".

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.kak jess bulletin to aqid n sha2.

2008-07-03T11:05:00.004+08:00

YOU GUYS SHUD READ TIS OUT. (:

i took it frm a bulletin by my sista jess. she wrote it. && sesape terase, TERASE LAH. haha. and oh, its gud if u pass tis arnd. lebih cpt, lebih bagus. mm.. nt i sae, my kakak jess sae. :D

Date: Monday, 30 June, 2008 8:59 PM

Subject: To all d readers... ESPECIALLY 'A' (baby dunno hu)

Message: well guys juz wanna check with u guys.. DO U LOVE SUMONE BY THEIR HART OR BY THE SEX???? WELL I GOT SUMONE BY THE LETTER OF 'A' LOVE HER EX BECAUSE OF SEX ONLY.. WELL I THINK SHE IS A DUMP IN D ASS... TO WHOEVER I REFER TO PLS BARE IN MIND TAT MY SISTER IS NOT A SEX MACHINE TO U AND ALSO TELL UR NEW GERL, IF SHE UNHAPPY SHE CAN JOLLY WELL MEET ME UP AITE... DNT BE A FREAK OUT....

kakak, besar tk? tk besar baby lei BESAR kn lagy. (:

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.ateeq.alyn.saedah.fad.

2008-07-03T10:37:00.003+08:00

salams!

i dunno wt hapen.
wt do u mean by tis?

"some things are more important than ur significant other"

yes, fad's in my life. bt as a fren. she's ntg more den that. u guys are too. dun let fad affect our frenship.
yesterday, i wanted to cum dwn to spent my time with fad during her lunch bt i chose the latter. i rather spend tis lunch time with u guys.

its nt a matter abt me 4gettin u guys. its a matter abt hw u guys react wen fad's in my life. she's a no harm. im nt siding her lah pls. gotta noe wen its a yes and a no.

& dun pt werds into my mouth. i din sae my otha half are impt dem anyone. at that pt of time, i NEED ~~aqid~~ more. cuz i feel that i shudnt "buat bdh" with her cuz she's my gf. i haf my own stand & pls respect it.

i value my frens . im happy havin dem arnd. dun pt me in a tight situation wer i mus chose fad or u. i pt u guys as an equal level. get that in mind.

and if tings go wrong sumwer, dun react tis wae, instead, talk to me. dun push me aside. n honestly, im nt blamin bt jus FYI, afta u guys enter ateeq's life, that bond we had jus evaporate.

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.nana thai with fad.

2008-07-03T08:41:00.002+08:00

salams!

label:
~~fucking pissed.~~ oh shuddup.

yesterday's memories..
thx fad fer that treat. i wanted to pay bt den she went to the cashier 1st. haha.
&& kak jess & abg dan, BABY ~~NANAK~~ FREN LAGY!
and u noe wt? baby tk tido kn smlm while tokin to u? haha. suker dier.

side track; suhaimi & utt msged.

&& RANDOMLY, IM USED BY ALL WERDS. do wateva u wan lahs eks? & ohh, im missing u.

.i hurt fad.

2008-07-01T12:11:00.002+08:00

so much of me wana leave u, i cnt baby.
u opened up hart with so much wonderful tings.
u hold my hands and get me outta shell im in.

ure sucha enchanted baby.
& im already givin my hart to u.

wud u take it?

ill be waiting fer that dae.
love u sweety. i do.

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.faddy laaa.:(

2008-07-01T09:06:00.002+08:00

salams!

I TRIED. i fcukin tried to b da best. stl, she doubt. uhuh.
so, here goes,

im no one to sae, force or wtsoeva.
ur life.. ur sae..
u decide.

im sorie if tis hurts.
eventually, im being strong to actually sae all tis.
afta i fall, u picked me up, & nw ure leaving. (evn if its nt ur wish, u hafto)
history repeats all the time.

~~feelin numb. pls go away.~~

.ecp.espl.hrc.hotel81.

2008-06-30T09:06:00.006+08:00

salams!

lets start. havin a few special agenda's that shud b shared bt nt fully. haha.

friday,
i went hum afta sch. went out arnd 6plus. went cp saw nurul den we lepak jap. tmankn die isap rokok. den shop fer sum stuffs & meet up w ket & her fren jap. pass dem donuts. haha. (diam ah ket) den proceed bk cuz fad meetin me unda my blk. *sorie darlin cuz i made u wait*

saturday..
let me start by sayin my weekends was superb. did i mentioned SUPERB. *winks*
11am, i reached bedok res. ive tuition. den went out togeda with their fam. they send me to ecp cuz my relatives havin bbq der.

totally had fun cn. den fad came arnd 7plus. she came, she layan my small cuzzie. bknnye baby. haha. no, baby tk majoks cn. tot of stayin till 11 plus den proceed to hrc bt alyn called fad, asked wether we gg espl tk. well.. we did eventualy. went espl jap. meet up with alyn, bert & nas. asked wer ateeq, they sae she's nt cuming.

sunday..
walkin frm ming arcade, saw kak & abg. salam den they told me news cn. haha. WATEVA la. & im touched cn. cuz kak jess n abg dan came dwn hrc jus fer me. & dey dun regret cuz... haha. ~~U NOE I NOE LA KN?~~ & tis sumone was suposed to cum dwn cn. she said she will bt din. tanak fwen lagy la dgn kamu.

afta salam dem, me n fad head dwn to mc, while waitin fer goofy & her gf to join us. saw "bedah" name sedap2 g bedah eh. haha. with her gf n bff. went dwn d stairs, saw vaan, sha sume. salam. den go.

afta hrc, went ecp bk. sit, stand, sleep. oh did i 4got to mention wt hapen at the waterbreaker and afta ecp? (;

&& SHE'S SO FINE. damn fine.

we'r stl frens.

.THAT KISS.

2008-06-28T15:48:00.000+08:00

thx darlin fer yesterdae.
(:

&& SHE'S SO MANJER CN.

.met fad fer d 1st tym.

2008-06-27T08:59:00.002+08:00

Salams!

wed was so tense can? Faci’s bombed us with question dt we cnt ans. Guess we mus really get to werk nw can. Haha. So yeah.

& speakin of projects.. KET, amacam dgn high heels? Haha. Jangan jatuh, buruk cn.
--

Afta pro, meet up ateeq at cthall. Went suntec lepak with bert, atic and nas. & oh tis 2 guys wich I 4gt their names cn, while waiting fer alyn to come afta sch & fad darling to fetch me cuz ateeq’s leavin to meet her sista.

Afta ateeq went off, we went to LJS to eat. &&& baby din finish up d food k. as usual. den decided to go esplanade. That’s me, fad, bert, alyn, nas & 3 otha guys. Haha. Had fun. Really. Lagy2 bert n alyn, giler cn dorg! Sing2, dance2. baby dok ajer kt situ.

*guess what, 25th june 2008 is history (:

&& THAT SINCERITY I SEE IN HER, MELTS ME. a lot time and over.

p.s I feel d warmth she’s giving me. thanks darling.

.faddy again.

2008-06-24T18:15:00.002+08:00

salams!

im bloggin again. haha.
idk why. bt im melted by her werds.
she oh-so-irresistable cn.
damn. HOTNESS.

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.fady.

2008-06-24T15:37:00.003+08:00

salams!

shud i retaliate bk?
or shud i jus ~~shud d fcuk up.~~

faddy darlin.. i love u.
((:
u made my day.
u made me smile.

&& ooh.. hug me to slp syg.

feelin complete with u arnd.

.aku bukan utkmu.fady.

2008-06-24T12:54:00.003+08:00

Dahulu kau mencintaiku
Dahulu kau menginginkanku
Meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku
Tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku

Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku

Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
~~Dan biarkan memilih yang lain~~
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu
Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku

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syg, thx fer being by me.
i appreciate it alot. she gave me dt strength to move on.
to move on with her... as frens.
im glad dt she's guiding me. & she kols me baby. (:
idk if tis situation is temporarily bt stl, ive frens.

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.so i gtto noe she chnged all.

2008-06-24T09:05:00.004+08:00

salams!

everytin had to be in tis situation. tis fcukin wae.
i wake up feelin new, refreshed. all thx to my darlin. she noes hu she is.
she kol me ~~baby ayam~~ yest. sial jek. jus cuz its been a wk & all i eat is ayam. haha.
cute cn u.

chatted with her on d phne fer like 3 whole hrs. afta wich had to pt dwn due to some "reasons". (: den we sms-ed. pastu baby tertdo.

so, in short.. im happie. bt early morg, i jus had to go thru hell again. like i said, AGAIN. wts with that butch hu always gving me sum fcukin stpd let dwns & hell notes. sheesh.

im like sum stpd bitch cn. pls help. sobs.

btw. to u. i dreamt of u. super stpd cn. k go. bt stl, IM MOVING ON LIFE FINE AS IT IS. thx to my precious darlings. (:

* WHATEVA IT IS, I STL HAF U. oh. pls nkmu perasan.

.her. jus her.

2008-06-23T09:05:00.002+08:00

salams!

look by, im kept in da dark. i noe ntg abt las wk! wtf.
aleh2 bdk2 bual psl u.
everyone noes abt wt happen to me.
hu d hell spread all tis.

babe, i cn help sia. u jus haf to tok to me.
if ure nt wrong, y takot? stand up fer ur self. dun go on a run baby.
i told u, u cn alw count on me.
FER ANYTING.

lastly, wteva u noe isnt true.
trust me. its all up to u.
one day, i hope allah shine dt light to u.

take care now.

.ateeq.alyn.saedah.karaoke.

2008-06-19T09:44:00.002+08:00

salams!

mm..
mm..

alot 2 blog cn.

mon..
went karaoke. okok, it started cuz i din go sch at all.
& dt 3 mangkok oso. i msged her askin if she went sch.
so we met upssss. den decided to go karaoke can.

SUPER FUN OK.
with alyn & saedah singing "kocok-kocok"
me & her gelek gelek ah!
haha.
bt tk lame ah. my whole body cramp. nnt menjadi2 lagy cramp.

so.. she had to go off 1st cuz die ade trg cn.
left me n dem.

tuesday...
&& fcukin nx dae, alyn & saedah kacau me n her cn.
"sehati & sejiwa....." ahahha.

stop it cn.

wed..
lagy la terserlah kemesraan ku dan dia.
ceh!
i love her company cn.
((:

TOO EARLY TO TELL.
k shuddup.

we meet ups. den went suntec naek bus. alyn cnfidential sak bus 961. nz tym eh beb, nanak cayer die lagy k. shudnt elaborate further on wt we did in d bus cn. (: & alyn sleep like apek. tuu die yg kate.

den went starbucks. sit. drink. tok. etc.

den da ah. nk ape lagy kn.

ohh another ting, i like wt happen in da toilet. (;

thu...
&& its today.
she's off sch.
tsk. majok cn w u beb?
nw, she's bathin.
im bloggin.

saedah teman alyn eat. k go.
im in class. duin ntg ok.

:: YOU'R SPECIAL BEBEH. (:

. idk .

2008-06-17T09:15:00.001+08:00

salams!

There was a tym .. she gt violence with her gf. Dt gf she said she love, care and will nvr leave. Dt gf she kol wify. Dt gf she wana marry and haf kids and grow old togeda.

Dt nyt.. she slap like she nvr slap, she kick like she nvr kick, she hit like she nvr hit. All dt has “WHATEVER TO U BITCH” in her mind. Tho her gf plead to stop, she wun botha. She wana slap hard to her gf. She did. & nvr a regret surfaced.

With ntg in her gf’s possession, her gf ran far frm her. Hoping to get help .. calm her mind & wun evr cum bk hum again. To her gf, she’s a hell.

& recently, her gf & her met up. Her gf pulled her to try to make tings happen again like d old times. Bt she dun wan to. Den outta sudden she pulled her gf close to her. She tried kissing her gf and all d stuffs. Her gf…. Idk.

“ she will nvr cum bk to her gf “ that her gf sure. Very sure. They bet on sumting v tempting. “ hu ever wins, will get anyting of wich hu wins frm wich hu lose… “

Sheesh. I cudnt imagine. Damn. She’s super hot 2 her gf. Bt den again, she’s sure to lose huh? (;

Stl, her gf will nvr let her win cuz her gf kept tinkin of those shits that was in her hp.

Her gf’s “nice name” was changed to “ her gf’s name”
Both her n her “new” gf exchanged mushy stuffs.
She called her “new” gf babe n b wen she said that she dun call any1 babe. Bt den she did it fcukin upteen tyms.
She called her gf “bitch”

So.. b4 leavin, her gf told her nt to let go of her happiness cuz she wun get it anywer else.
& b4 her gf leave, she kissed her gf. *aaaahhhhhh* I cudnt imagine that.

That’s it den.
050608-1449hrs.
050708-1449hrs……..d dae.. damn.

2008-06-02T03:00:00.002+08:00

salams!

history repeats. i never thought it will be this way. she kicked, she punched, she slapped. and the only thing that she doesnt know is that its not painful but it bleeds. nobody knows about it. and she din even noe, she din even care whad happen after she left when i have nothing in my possession.

bikes, guys.......... she just dont care.

&& SHE GAVE ME A RING, SHE ASK FOR MY HAND, AND WHUDEVER HAPPENS I AM HERS AND SHE IS MINE FOREVER.

.kak atikah,alyn,babe.

2008-05-29T09:10:00.006+08:00

salams!

~~siti nur atikah bte ishak.~~

a chapter begins. a frenship is born. mistaken her as anotha person bt stl, we cont d frenship. treat her like my own sis. well, i nv had a real sis. we din msg, kol, tok much. everytym. bt stl, tt bond we had was a wonderful ting to me. wenever im in sch, i wud alw check up on her. wether she's online or nt. get d drift? WE DUN MSN ALW, BT I STL WAITED FER HER IN MSN. idk y. i wud alw smile wen she's der. nt literally, tt feelin i had fer her. i treasure d tyms we had. period.

den came in a fren. let them noe each otha. im glad. at least they cn click. den weneva they hang out, i felt left out. like im impt. yeah, im nvr impt in her life. i noe dt. den recently, ~~we quarrelled.~~ i noe. my fault. i really wanted to meet babe. bt dey'r pressin me to follow dem, let go of babe & move on. yes, to love is to learnt to let go. bt tinkin bk, y love if u wana let go? stpd aint it? stl.. i cnt bring myself to face her. its nt that i dun need u guys, its that i need my gf more. AT THAT POINT OF TYM.

i wud rather she cont hangin out w that fren of us den WE hang out like normal. & nw, ive to avoid her cuz i said so. & she uphold that.

told babe, i dunwana lose her. idk wts wrong w me seyh. haiss. done. said my piece. && sis..

TEARS ROLLED DWN MY CHEECK. wt does it means? tsk. evn fer a fren, a sister.. i cud cry, i dunno if all tis is worthwile. bt jus noe that i treasure every moment w yah. && that is y im like tis. u take care. & i love u.

i really do.

.her being hum late.

2008-05-28T09:56:00.001+08:00

salams!

in sch. ate pisang goreng. eh slh. jemput2 pisang. haha.
by tk suke eh jemput2.

by.. uve gt an explaination to do k.

loving u.

.her.

2008-05-26T14:41:00.002+08:00

salams!

sick. i wan my babyboy.
i really mish her.
im so weak wo her.
i wana hug her.
i wana kish her.

i mish her alott.

frens, i noe! i noe i gv in.
i dun care.
if she's alryt. if she's ok.
i dun mind at all.
i rather haf her in my mind alw.
i rather break a leg bt nt her.
i rather b her everyting.

i hope she noes hw much i love her.
hw much my love is wen i love sum1.

ive alot of plans fer her.
ALOT. bt its all a secret.
i dowan her to noe.
furthermore, she dun read my blog alw.
i tink.
cuz i ges.. idk.

i wana do all d surprises soon.
2nd yr cuming.. in 5 mths tym.
yes. 5 seemed long.
bt nop. its so short fer me.

&& simple bt true, I LOVE U.

.babe.alyn.

2008-05-22T12:03:00.003+08:00

salams!

sch like fcuk today. lesson boring. prblem SUSAH! tsktsk. :'(
BABYBOY.. HELP PHLS.

lunch w kak atikah, alyn & frens.
tk kecoh sgt la.
every1 smoke except me.

im tired.
running nose, cough, asthma, slight fever.
anytin else? endure. sigh.
im tired.
yes i am.

EVERYTIN HAPPENS FER A REASON.
wt to do?
it seemed that sumtimes that perfect sumone came into the lifes of othas at a wrong tym. wud u let it go? ... ... ...

&& EVEN WEN TINGS GO WRONG, IM GLAD THAT WE MANAGE TO PULL THRU. FER DT, I FALL IN LOVE WITH U. (:

.she called me soulmate.hw true?.

2008-05-20T14:07:00.002+08:00

salams!

define SOULMATE phls.

Now, I realise that you are actually the soulmate i was looking for.

babyboy's in her personal msg. hw true cn it get? everyone has tis mindset of wt soulmates r. sumone eva ask "hus aqid's soulmate? u?" i was like.. "insyaallah. gg on as it planned, n im glad" afta tt, i dunno wer tis topic went to.

now.. it appeared again. hahas. evn as best frens.. it took me a while to accept my besty. evn in rs, it took sumtime to accept a love. lets pt tis wae. i dun believe noe accept jus any or hw. i analysed. & if its wt true we'r soulmates.. it will b.

insyaallah.

.whole week.

2008-05-20T08:35:00.003+08:00

salams!

m in sch. stl sick. nk mampos lagy ade r.
anybody wana noe hw terok it is.
ask babyboy.
(:

babyboy's my infomation counter.
*looks arnd*
fuhhh! die tdo. kalu tk... die kejar.. :D
--

anywaes, i skip sch on fri.
cnt take it.
sick.
thu n fri din go werk as well.
sick.
thu.. left early..
sick..
haha. evn my fren sume said..
B..U BETTER GO HOME SEYH......blahblahblah.

im back w lotxa stories.
--

there was a tym.. ceh.. by mcm da lame g2 eh?
17th eh? kn? me n babyboy gt ntg to do ok. so we went arnd shoppin ctr.
shopping habis!
&& d best part was..

NOTE: we did nt take alot of tym to decide ok!

WE WENT IN....look @ sum couple rings..
&& bought dem. (:
pathetic, i noe.
bt i love my ring ok! babyboy pon kn.. :D
aqid 0211. awwwwwww. suke nye b.
den.. mlm2 bute kite p amek gambar. haha.
unda my blk. mcm best. lets do it again! love yah!
--

prac? DISASTROUS!
btl tk spellin die? tk btl... korg diam ok!
slope, figure 8, crank. mak kau! senang r.. bt ssh.
nk tau?? i hit a car! aahah. car tuu bdh seyh.. he stop afta kerp. den.. b accidentally hit the kerp n hit dt car. :D babyboy nampak!! eeee... tp best. so.. if it hapens again, im nt scared. if ure too perfect, sumtyms everyting dun go well. so babyboy, lets nt gv up. WE CAN DO IT. love yah.
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&& deel!!!! wer r u nw? i cnt get thru u. bt sumhw, sini ade kn. ok. im cahttin w her on msn. glad to hear that she's safe. setengah mati b dgr ur story. naseb baek b tkde hart atack. sket jek. bt stl.. asthma attack ader! hehe.
--

yest.. went art's 8th bdae party. abg taz punye anak nye bdae. b tnye.. "knl kak tk nih" padahal aku da pangkat makcik k! ahaha. die senyum2.. senyum2.. den sae no. punye la geram.. ahaha. buat org tunggu. bt stl. i njoy maself. (: der, i eat.. dance.. walk.. stand.. sit.. ape lagy eh? babyboy? nth ane die g. :D der's a tym.. babyboy ngh mamam. den i went in, dance infront of her a bit den go take drinks. afta a few mins.. she said " my gosh. wow" && i was like.. lmbt nah reaction. she smile & "mulut ade mknan. kalu ngaga nnt sume kuar" ahaha/ best.
--

todae.... todae.... ntg to do. meet babyboy kot.
love yah by.

&& SESUNGGUHNYA, KAU JADI MILIKKU. KAN KU SERAH SELURUH CINTAKU. SEANDAINYA KAU TK KU MILIKI, KU RELA RESTUI.. KU MERELAKAN KAU PERGI.... aku cinta padamu.

.sick.

2008-05-15T11:44:00.002+08:00

salams!

im dead sick. that's wat it shud say in the msg bt syirah type "ur gf is dead" ONLY. cnt blog much. dun haf energy.

in need of hugs n kisses frm GF.
ilu.

2008-05-14T11:52:00.001+08:00

salams!

im nt in da mood. i believe that she lied to me again. idk nw.
--

babyboy, i love u.
no matter wt.
4eva.

&& HOPE THIS IS WER ALL IT STARTED; HONEYMOON PERIOD

.sick.alyn.kak atikah.fyp.

2008-05-14T09:29:00.002+08:00

salams!

im sick. asthma. cough & sore throat. i ges my fever came due to my sore throat. furthermore... my leg.. idk wt is it called is painful. blueblack effect. coolness. sigh.
--

prac's cumin & i cnt wait. wish i cud do it 2-3 tyms a wk. bt im too bz. so i cn oni find 1 dae fr it.
babyboy's at werk nw.
im in lab...... duin ntg. nice huh.
--

yest went break w alyn, kak atikah & alyn's fren. so kecoh. & i noe that tis is so called an open wateva shit la.. bt i fyl that those hu wore scarf, smoking away like nobody business is so nt nice!! hahas. heys.. babyboy tk kasi babygirl smoke tau.

my gosh imagine me smokin wen im wearing scarf. *bleark*
--

fyp sux. to d core. UT sux too. idk. PERIOD
--

anywaes, ara gg bk to philipines. did i spell correctly. my babyboy will alw help me in spellin. haha.. gonna mish her. mus stay happie ayt ara.
--

it seems that... that... im gg so slow on tis..
--

&& MY BABYBOY, URE THE MOST COOLEST THANG TO ME (:

.PRAC 1 passed.

2008-05-12T10:18:00.002+08:00

salams!

guess wt? i passed my prac 1. (: booked prac 2 alr. hehe. it feels great.
tt sunday, me n babyboy went on lesson 3 den we tot tt we cudnt make it lahs. since we din evn get to go fer lesson 4. hahas. bt den, 10-15 mins b4 our lesson ends, the instructor instruct us to stop & head back to insyd circuit.

babyboy said we passed. bt lookin back, we oni did lesson 4, oni awhile. hw cn we passed kn?

((: bt den..... stop it ehs.. I PASSED MY PRAC 1. haha. ok, & babyboy too.
c darlin, im ur angel like u said.

y m i exagerratin? cuz........ my fren took more than 6 tyms on prac 1. & i took 3 tyms oni. (:
im hapie. happie. happppie. (:

babyboy, i noe wt u gonna sae afta u read tis.. lemme tell u ehh syg, i dun care. (: TTT stl on hold. hehehe.
--

babyboy, im tinkin of u.. r u tinkin of me?
haha. hehe.

i love u.
muchmuch.

&& oh.. URE MY BEST THANG THAT HAD EVER HAPPEN TO ME. (:

.aira.babyboy.

2008-05-08T10:42:00.002+08:00

salams!

anotha pt to a pass. (:
tis fri k darl. INSYAALLAH.
--

so.. today wun b meetin darla.
she's werkin. & me too.

&& so im gonna mish her.
--

ooh. yest sum1 msged me.
she told me dt she texted babyboy.
i wonder.. hehe.

&& i hup ure otey ova der.
uve my num, jus beep me anytime aite.
tho we kinda dun haf a good-u-noe frenship.
bt i dun choose sum1 to care fer.
taking caring.
--

babyboy, yest u din kol. & im angry.

she msged me dt she's home.
she said she gonna kol me.
bt she din. haha.
i waited tau syg!!
dun pwen u alr la.
hmpf.
--

SATURDAY, 10TH MAY. (:
waiting.

`B

.we quarreled.

2008-05-06T09:11:00.002+08:00

salams!

i love u no matter wat syg.
im sorie fer yest.
too emotionally disturbed.

& i noe u love me stl. (:
take care darlin.

.pics of sentosa.

2008-05-05T13:54:00.004+08:00

salams!

SENTOSA trip. hehe. besh tau. so here's sum pictures. alot more will b uploaded in my frensta soon.

sempat eh amek gambar kt VIVO. haha.

insyd monorail. & b ask babyboy to look at d camera bt she was disturb by d speaker!

wile lining up fer d tram. & guess wt?

sempat kau makan cake! lapar sgt. hehe.

& tkde org langsung.. i mean no chi la.

next wud b d pic... tkde keje nye org yg dtg sentosa. haha.

den... she foundout tt her pwezie is in her beg, hehe.
cute kn die.

& at d same tym, babynura eatin carbonara babyboy cook fer her.

den its tym to go home. b4 dt, sempat eh naek skyride. haha. ya allah. only god knows wt im feelin at tt pt of tym ehs. hehe.

&& so on..dgn babyboy step hansem dgn spec baby!! haha.

waduh. babyboy.. nak lagy phlesh. ;)
ilu many many ok! tho it was jus sitting & duin ntg, it was damn fun w u arnd.
ooh nt forgettin

HAPPY 18TH MTHSARY DARLING! URE MINE & NO ONE ELSES. get tt bimbos?
her feet & mine in d pic. muahaha.

.babyboy 1st msn nick.

2008-05-05T08:44:00.004+08:00

salams!

she wrote tis s her msn nick. sweet. HAHA.
+You keep doing it on purpose winding and working it. I can't take it no more. Baby I'm coming for you.+

she wrote tis s her personal msg. sweet kn kn kn.
If you didn’t know,you’re the only thing that’s on my mind. The way I'm staring,you got me wanting to give it to you all night.

baby, i learnt new word frm u, TANTRIC sex. did i get d correct spelling? nnt if wrote, ayg edit kn ehs. hehe.

darlin..... dat sat.. mm.. was... FUN LIKE HELL. so.. b werk in da morg. end at 3pm. den b's purse is w babyboy. so i called her up & told her to meet at kallang. she msged back, sayin dt she's nt in da mood. & i was lyk.. mm.. ok. nvm, i noe dt im d only 1 hu cn cheer her up && fcukin no one else. && eventualy i did. or more like, she started first! noty seyh ayg nih.

hehe. 1st may.. labour day. din tink of tt. we went sentosa. it goes like tis, a wk b4 dt, babyboy said dt she had plans fer tis 18th mths of our rs. so i was like ok. she said it was a surprise & she wana go shoppin fer ingredients. huh... baby tk faham ok. den ayg ask me to bring towel, extra shirts n all. b da agk da.. g picnic eh? so.. b guess.. wer we gg. ayg dowan tel! hmpf. tkp eh.. & ive to meet her at 10am. alaaaa. ive werk so cnt & we adv it to 1st. so.. we met up. 10 am or wt! 11am seyh babyboy cum. b sempat go shoppin. hehehe. buy babyboy secret resepi cake & diff chocs fer her.

tgh jln2.. saw aliff aziz & adek die seyh. @ LJS. nyahah. den msged faie hapie bdae. den faie kol. ask if wan go dbl o. :D cnnt dude, b celebrate anniversary. lagy impt oteys. hehe.

den 2nd kn... she was damn noty oteys. isk wt i did bt made her to tt feeling :D darl, stop it eys. hehe.

den den.. yest.. ape date eh. oh 4th. hehe. was laughin all d wae seyh. den dance2 like mad person. we laugh like nobody business.

WE'RE HAPPY COUPLE. (:

&& OOH SYGKU, KAU MILIKKU SELAMANYA. ehh mcm knl eys? ;)

.a show fer those bitches.

2008-04-30T11:18:00.003+08:00

salams!

mm.. syg.. nx tym nk tag, secretly lahs seyh!
u giler pe. nnt ORANG tuu bace .. tell my gf.
die sia.

kalu my gf noe, tau r sape pe keje!
bt nvm r. its a matter of tym jek till the world noe abt us (:
told her yest. she said she dowana noe.
haha.

mm.. dy... hehe.
love u manymany.

&& i dun fcukin cre wt ppl sae. cz they dunno the real fcukin story. ass!

.preparin fer 18 mths.

2008-04-29T11:58:00.004+08:00

salams!

darlin.........
ilu.
hehe. giler baby.

ohh btw, babyboy said she had plan sumting fer me.
on OUR 18th monthsary.
mm.. wonder wt is it.

&& babyboy din evn msg me alot cuz she was bz preparing fer tis dae. hmprrrf.
dear went shoppin & den go umah nek.
baby afta sch go werk.
& we kinda reach hum at the same time. hehe.

we'l b meetin ltr on.
cnt wait.
&& hw was yest noty msges we xchnge?
nice.

&& I LOVE U CUK!

.HER.

2008-04-28T08:55:00.006+08:00

salams!

my mind's stl running wild. bt nt like yest.
i was so stpd seyh. like idk k.
& nw, i wana clear tings up w u baby.

dear, hw many lies uve gven me, hw many wrong duins u did, hw many tyms i caught u red handed, hw many tyms my moods gone, hw many tyms u venge ur anger, hw many tyms i dun tok to u, hw many tyms u made me cry, hw many tyms i pushed u away...... n d list goes on..

YOU ARE STILL MINE! (:
&& yes babyboy, we'l try to figure out wer dt laughter & craziness gone to.
ilu manymany.
today is 28th. (: 5mths syg. stl waiting fer "that" day. ;)

&& BUNGA, KU BERJANJI KALI INI AKAN KU TEPATI...

.karaoke.

2008-04-24T10:10:00.002+08:00

salams!

babyboy!!!

yest was damn fun. hehe. like u said "BEST".
Like of cosh.

babybaby, thx fer all d songs uve sang fer me. it was touchin.
she was so careful in chosing songs to sing. & she added "baby, i pilih lagu utk b tau." den wen she's singing, she hold my hand. aww. so sweet kn? it was so wonderful in der, d bof of us. && there's a tym wen i sing, she keep starin at my lips. evn b4 i finish d song, she held me close n kish me. damn dt was superb lahs seyh.

sygsyg, we love d wae we dance in der like crazy mad person. eh, slh.. tu u. bkn b kn? HAHA. sigh. i cnt describe wt fun it was. it was so fantastic times a hundred times. uhuhuhuh.

next, POOL aite bebeh!

--

someone huh? we'l c ;)
--

&& SAYANG, HW'S DAT "OH-SO-SEXY" DANCE FER U? cud c ur eyes aint gg off me. :P love yah!

.YAN.

2008-04-21T08:44:00.002+08:00

salams!

ive been cheated FULLY of my love.
3rd MARCH huh?
wts all tis?
afta so long & nw i knw d real u.
damn.

SUFIAN, i dunno dt ure sucha a fucking jerk.
i said it.
& yup, i asked & u said no.
& im holdin on to u. yes i DID!
I NEVER LET GO.
i rmbred evry single ting tt hapen btw us.

i dun tink i did any wrong.
i nvr did.
true wt "ur adek" said.
ure fuckin selfish.
ure fuckin impatient.

tho its past, i wun let go of tis.
we'l c abt it.

BREAKDOWN. SHUDDUP YOU ALL.

.deel.

2008-04-17T13:48:00.002+08:00

salams!

ive blogged nicely. no vulgar.
did i? yups.

&& last part i said im sure we'r gonna get bk on track like we used to.
&& timer? u agreed on dt.
she said she dowan it. u wan her so much.
blaming huh?

ive to agree w all dt x hus been hatin u.
it opened their eyes.
bt stl, d memories. im sure "her" will treasure it.
&& so, im lettin u noe.. frens will alw remain.
uve gt me n her stl. TAKE CARE dy.

.dat 18 mths togeda.

2008-04-17T11:21:00.004+08:00

salams!

(alfatehah to granny. i mish u. & i will alw love u nek. 17th apr 2007. a yr had past. d lose of nek. semoga roh mu dicucuri rahmat & di tempatkn dgn org2 yg disayangi ALLAH. amin.)

wenever i tink bk.. dt 18 mths we had. dt memories ; sweet, sour. dt fyts & debates. dt hugs & kisses. dt 1st hello. dt respect. dt attn. dt care & cncern. dt love, dt sex. everyting.

seemed so yesterdae.

i nvr had tot dt we'r go tis far. tis far. 0211. that's our date. a history dt is alw mentioned. love, u took my hart b4 & took my hand afta. i appreciate ur existance in my life. u chnged my mindset. u erased my bad history in my mind. u gave dt hope n vow wteva happens, ill b d oni one. frm dt dae...

wen flashback came, i sit n tink. love, r u sincere? before n afta? is tis love meant to be? does ur vow meant alot? us? myb i shud sit n tink. to tink reality & nt fantasy. to tink its tym, nt past.

"its alw us n no one" we said it. to us. ur momentum in me, melted my hart d very dae i knew u. dt care we had as more than a fren, put u in a brighter state of mind of girls outder. i dun love u. i learnt to. & myb dt care we had fer each otha make me love u naturally. love, is tis wt u wan?

11:44am now. ure sleepin soundly. dt dae.. dt particular dae wen u slept on my bed. w our memories arnd u. w me by ur syd, i stared & i feel small. i feel dt love we had b4. dt eyes, dt lips of urs. i stroke ur hair. kiss u on d forehead & smile. love, y do all tis wen u can avoid? & dt is y im stl here. here as a strong wife 2 prevent pest in d rs. u mentioned, "wteva i did bhind u, i'd alw go back to u. dt is hw strong our love gets everysec" melted.

weneva ure nt arnd, i wonder. r u safe? haf u eaten? did u go to werk? did u went fer break? m i in ur mind alw? .... i knew d ans. tho i dunno. cntradicting. bt yes, it happens sumtimes.

&& love, ANAF. will nvr b erased. & frm nw i sincere vow, ure mine made in heaven.
i love u. 0211. nuraqid. ANAF. amin.

.deel.

2008-04-17T08:41:00.002+08:00

salams!

i know its hurtin, nt oni 4 u, its 4 me too.
bt u looked at urself 1st.
aint it true wt i said.?
aint it wt ure duin?

wen i love sumone, i gve my all.
u blew d chnce n dun blame!
i tot ure gud. i tot ure dt match.
guess i was wrong.

so .. if u tink dt all ur "frens, adek angkat" sume is cmfortin u or wtsoever,
i dun gv a damn.
cuz y? ive d ryts to sae n its true.
evn b4 we started tokin. i knew hu u r.
& i nvr c dt chnge u said.
enuf of dt. bt i dun throw my frens like dt.

im stl BABYNURA u knew mths mths back!
oni dt, it may seemed lack bt i knew we'r gonna get on track.
...

.tamp mrt w babyboy.

2008-04-15T10:22:00.003+08:00

salams!

met babyboy. acc her go doc & we parted at tamp mrt.
i was "early" fer werk so i decided to go find sumting.
she mention tis to me

"dt dae wen u said ure lettin me go, i wasnt entirely sure wt to do tho u said to go to her cuz dats my happiness. i din do anyting nor asked her if she cud b mine again. in fact she's never mine in d 1st plc." she goes on. i was touched *huggs*

dt dae? mm.. wen? mm.. i 4gt. fri eh yg? b luper. btw, met up w her cuz damn.. ayg!! help.. i cnt rmbr. damn. den we walk2 cuz she gt d mood fer shopping. so we did. went arnd tamp!! faie saw us n wanted to haf dinner togeda. we agreed n waited fer hym at LJS. bt sumhw halfwae b4 he came, i foundout sumting & so i asked. went off to d nearest blk & apologize 2 faie. SORRY BRO. (: den i ask ayg d same old qns. she said, she's scared dt ill get angry or blow up wen she tok abt her. evntually i wun. haha. cute syg. so bk 2 d topic, she keep huggin me & dowan me to go. bt i cnvinced her at last i guess. she said, she'll never go back to dat gal, eva.

furthermore, she keep sayin "since u dowana b w me,wt can i do" (: syg..syg..
tsk. den sat, she chnged. she bad mood cuz dat frens she went out w make her in a no mood. cian babyboy. so i cmfort her. n she's ok. den sun, she chnged again till now, she's in a lovinlovin mood. dt SUNDAE WAS SUPER SUPER SUPERB! :D
-
darlin! thx fer yest. u opened up my hart bit by bit, again.
& i WILL trust u, give all u wan && nt 4gettin ur needs.
THANK YOU fer nt tellin lies nor keeping anytin frm me & i appreciate abt wt u said abt her. (: i noe tt all these while, uve gt d wrong idea of me. i din blow up wen u talked abt her. did i? ((: (syg aqid manymany.)

c darla, im ok w anytin.
waitwait.
ayg compare alot btw me n her.
d ting is dt she let ayg do anytin she wans.
den she added, if like dt, fer wt matair.
its a totally diff ting w me.
&& all these was a rebound. i din sae, she did (:
she realised n she needs tym. ill wait.

nth la syg oii. b pon tk tau.
dt sat nyt, she mawah2. idk la. den she said sumtin. hurtin.
i told her to pretend ntg hapen. it means she's lyin to herself n myself.
bt yest, i msged babyboy, sayin dt i wan sincere n dun pretend. she said ok.
& she will do it. && she did. && i LOVE YOU FOR DAT SAYANG. thx.
--

d story goes on.. & on.. & on..
she told me every sgl stuffs dt she's duin.
& i love it.

--

ooh. ooh. i gave bk d ring. i want her to pt it back on my fingers wen she's really into tis rs & sincere. (: she undastand. && she's brought tt ring everywer she go.

p.s ill pray dt ull get dt job & d position u wanted. it'll b d benefits of us.

&&& SUNGGUHPUN IANYA MASEH ADA DISITU, AKU BERJANJI AKAN TERUS MENYANYAGIMU HINGGA KE AKHIR HAYATKU. tiada yg laen. (: ilu.

2008-04-14T10:29:00.003+08:00

salams!

baby.. yest was superb!
k done toking (:
--

lets c.. haf u guys evr came across or encounter tis pobl?
so, a guy n gal fall in love. share pobls. care 4 each otha n stuffs.. ala.. normal stuffs. den d gal said that she's bored of the relationship n tends to find otha bf. fine. den d guy gtto noe. i mean d gal told d guy of cosh. so.. they b togeda as in "togeda" cuz d guy dowana break up. n at d same tym d gal cnt let go of d guy. && they seemed happie. they are. till tis gal had gone beyond cntrl n tt guy stl dowana let tt gal go. so.. tis guy said tat lets pretend. since tt gal don love dt guy anym. n dt she dun care fer tt guy. bt, noticed dt, dt gal dun pretend. she showed care evn wen d guy said no. they make love willingly wo sayin no. they went out togeda, wo sayin no. so.. tell me, does d gal really meant wt she said wen she said "i dun care. i dun love u"

tell me abt it. LINDA, 4u gal.

.deel.babe.

2008-04-10T10:31:00.004+08:00

salams!

mane ajer babyboy nih! tdo lah tuu.
(: nvm. ilu.
------

tings had been gg on smoothly.
in life. & im glad.

d hurt, d pain, had sank below. i dowana explained.
i dowana tink. bt stl, d scar's der.
------------

im happie nw w aqid.
she's everything. ilu darla.
&& i know u love me too. loves.

2008-04-08T14:25:00.001+08:00

FCUKIN NT IN DA MOOD. so, here's sumting.

u wan respect, u respect ppl 1st. respect urself (period)

.deel.

2008-04-07T11:48:00.002+08:00

salams!

we fought. yupyup. 1st tym afta mths of knowin each otha. pressurising lahs ok. i dun do tis to all my bfs. no i dun. im afraid to lose anyone. i am.

so here goes. she kip saying that she wana help her adik angkat n stuffs. she helped in a wrong way. so we had a talk. im angry n if i am, i wish no one wud step in my pants. ill tick them off. well, some of them will undastand n make me laugh. tts few to do so.

u.. its hurtin wen u said those neg stufs abt me. wen all u noe it aint true. yes, u take back all ur werds, bt i stl cnt 4get tt. u said merely cuz ure angry. tink b4 u say. it hurts!

i dowan tt "break up" no i f dun. its been mths we know n tis is d 1st tym we fought. its unlike me at all. i missed all the memories we shared, we had all these while. bcuz of tt, our ship sank. haish!

look, like u said in ur shoutout, single n ready to mingle. tts gud. if u tink im happie, no i dun at all. its hard to let go, bt i jus hafto. im sure ull find better.

KALAU JODOH TAK KE MANE. tc dy.

&& IM HERE ALL ALONE, SMILE LIKE I WISHED, LAUGH LIKE I LOVE.

.babes.

2008-04-04T15:51:00.002+08:00

salams!

m @ hum. will b gg out to fetch babe.
surprised. ((:
babyboy, u had fun on 2nd?

look, 2nd is OUR anniversary & its HER bdae, hus MY bf!
so.. sorrrie, u cnt haf her on tt dae. :D
dream on lahs seyh.

swensen afta cthall. she had to stand up d chair while all d staff sang fer her. haha. big balloon huh d? (: love u oteys.

well, sunset soonest. pomish. ((:
&& ooh, babyboy wans a nyt w babygal. haha. *winks*

&& IM HAPPIE. SHE HAPPIE. WTS MORE TO SAY RYT?

SO, all those bitches, stay away! ((: lyk i said alot of tyms, tho she entertain, she's nt gonna b urs. 4get bt it. babyboy, ilu hor.

.aqid,deel.yan

2008-03-29T02:54:00.003+08:00

salams!

babyboy's bdae cumin. :D
sukenye b.
ayg, we'r datin fer dat 1 whole week.
ceyh, datin seyh kiter.
ooh well. babyboy sleepin nw.
i cnt, its 0255hrs nw.

*kish babe's forehead*
sweetnye die tdo. so cute.
--

dy, thx fer d times.
;)
--

"sgl la seyh" bdk tuu skrg. & yea, u cn do wteva u wana.
thx fer everyting.
0303- ill kip in mind. (:
---

&& BERSUMPAH SETIA, HANYA KAU SEORANG YG BERTAKTAH D HATIKU. ...

.dem.

2008-03-27T23:54:00.001+08:00

salams!

thx babyboy fer now.
i reali appreciate it.
yep, much happen, bt we'r stl strong & our 17 mths cumin.
stl rmbred wen i blog abt my 16th mths.
ade ajer org tk puas. so nw, im stl here.
gnna wish my babe our nx anniversary.
like i said, she wun let me go. ((:

---

&& hey, wteva i msged u, i was being true. let go of everything n im stl a fren indeed. pt tt bhind us aite. tho i shud b angry at u fer being a 3rd party here in my RS, i wun wana spoilt everytin. as long as i noe my loved ones's w me, im ok w everything. ull find a better sumone k. aqid's nt fer u. aqid's mine. (:

--

countin d days. ((:

love u to bits baby.

.nana,babyboy n blah3.

2008-03-10T11:15:00.001+08:00

Salams!

Im like super happie todae. Idk y oso. Haha. Met babyboy yest and I kinda findout sumting.

Well to that “someone” hu tag my board. Nobody noes ive a gf. Haha. U tink ure smart lah ? well, ur not bebeh. I believe ure d most stupidest person on earth. Y? to tc of ppl’s business, u shud b damn free eh? I myself dun fuckin haf d tym to tc of myself. Well, did u ever look urself in d mirror n ask “ AM I PERFECT ENUF TO BE KEPO IN OTHA PERSON’S LIFE? “ J I love dat sentence. & y cover ur identity? Scared huh? I dun plae punk aite.

Aqid n me had been togeda 4 quite sum time n to tink she’ll find another gf? Nop, she wun. Wteva aqid asked u was merely FOR FUN & SHE’S NOT EVN SERIOUS ABT IT. Jadi jgn lah perasan yg mataer b ni nk ngn u k? && to tink im letting her go at last,? Haha. Was totally a stpd ting to do, cuz I wun. N as far I am cncern, aqid wun let go of me too. I dun fcukin mind if aqid wana flirt arnd n busted ppl, oh well, she jus did to u. J so gal, if u tink my gf/bf is in love w u AT LAST (afta so many mths of u waiting fer her), NOP, U WUN GET HER AT ALL. & pls, jgn la perasan yg u ni x aqid. She’s not at all urs. She’s mine n no one cn ever own her. J im glad we had tis talk. Oh another ting my dear gal, if ure fuckin cool with it, tkya nk blg semua org. J it shows ure stl a kid & tt was y u senang kene busted. Aah pity. Take care aite.

Todae, gg out w colleagues to seoul garden den bowling. Babyboy, u tc ok? If ure stl unwell den kol me up aite darling. Ill send u to doc. && tho we noe each otha insyd out -like u said yest- better than anyone else, we’v stl gt a lifetime to findout & tryout new things togeda. && I love d wae u carress me yest tho……. “ure attached” HAHA. Love u baby.

&& WEN’S OUR NEXT TYM AGAIN? –grins-

.yan,babe,hrc.

2008-03-02T23:41:00.003+08:00

salams!

idk wt struck me to blog tonite. haha. chattin w MUHAMAD SUFIAN (: sorie if i dun get ur name correct. ahah. den bloggin den idk lah. me n my gf kinda had a misundastandin tis few days. n... idk wts gonna happen nw. stressed? too much to tink till i cnt b bothered alr la k.

deel, bile nk lepak? "KITA MINUM DULU!" haha. mcm paham sak baby ni.

yan, da habes da pk ape nk uat tmr? haha. ohh nk mndi die. no wonder la b bau......... IKAN! nyahaha.

babyboy, we'r fallin apart, myb due to "neglectin each otha" haix. idk k. i dun wan tis to happen. no i dun at all, u noe tt ill alw love u. u noe tt n so do i. ilu k? n oh, HAPPIE 16TH MONTHSARY BABY.

n to my only bro! idk wt to write abt u lei. haha. ohoh. i wonder, BILE NK KAWIN ABG?? beshnye dpt anak sedare. mst cute. bt too bad la, mak sedare die lagy cute kn. :D

anywaes, i mish dancing lah ok. hahas. i wonder wt happen afta tt dae at hrc.
i mish alot of ppl.

BABYKUSH
deel
kak el
abg taz
kakak2 dan abg2 kush.
alot la.. abg wan, abg alin, fik... tt dae saw daeng n wak. AJER. so yea.

movie date soon. (((:

&&& IF D DAY CUMS WEN U ASKED TT QN, I HOPE I DUN REGRET MY DECISION. amin.

.dem again lor.

2008-01-10T11:46:00.000+08:00

salams!

i barred my outgg so dt my bill wud go up again! wahaha. &&& im in sch w my tired eyes. babyboy slp ek? tk eply pon. aleh2 senyap. da tertido la tuu. & babe, aman seyh dunia ni biler dorg tkde. AMAN giler nyer. hrc pon gerek. part dorg ade jek, mcm SIAKKK. ohh. i repeat, MCM SIAKK! ((((:

ppl been askin me abt y? wts wrong? haha. korg bace.. rate la sndri. mls b nk ckp. cuz y? they will nvr stop. their lives r bad. tts y. they'r jeles.

i smilin all d wae. gosh. i love myself. i love my baby. i love my LIFE! *& if anyone dare destroyin it, bebeh, ure messin w d wrong person.

SO I QUOTE AGAIN, U WANT A 1 ON 1. CUM N GET UR STUFF HERE. I DUN GIVE A DAMN! hah!

--

&&& WAJAHMU SUNGGUH TAMPAN SEKALI DEH!

~babymwackx~

.VAN,SHIKIN,ERNIE.

2008-01-07T12:57:00.000+08:00

Well, here’s another entry fer tt couple yg sesat kt dunia nie. (:
Kau ingat aku nk gadoh? Sape yg start dulu beb? Kt club? Kwn korg r sial. Aku baek2 joget, haf fun kt depan dgn members aku, korg g dpn nk step lawan joget r kire? Tk pakai r tactic korg. Da basi beb. Aku start pakai sundal, korg pun nk start r? tkde werd laen pe? Running outta werds? OMG! Kesian. Sucha a copycats. Furthermore, like I said, aku tk gentar. Bawah blk aku? Asal tk shopping centre? Lei sume org tgk aku ngn mataer aku pecah kn muke korg. Oh.. no2. mataer aku sorg jek la lwn korg due. Nth2 korg aim pon tk btl.

Kau nk maen aku? Aku kene lari? Aku tk takot. Sini, finish off ur bisness. aku nk tau jgk bagos sgt ke butoh kau sampai nk maen aku? Oh, in the 1st plc, kau ade butoh tk? HAH!

Y din I go to u guys wen u kol me? ohh pls, korg ade kaki, dtg kt aku la.

Aku tkde simpan pape dr mataer aku. Mataer aku tau semuanya. Drpd kau? Tahu hal dulu. Nt nw. ni antara mataer kau ngn aku. Nt U. ure nt even an extra here. Ure ntg la gal. stp being SO CONCERNED abt ur butch. Cuz she may evn backstabbed u one dae. MARK MY WERDS! & Jaga lah kaen kau dulu. Nth2 ade lobang ke, buruk ker. Nk sebok tepi kaen org. ASS!

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Aqid syg.. they’r nt a threat in ANYWAE. (: dun evr entertain dem ok syg? & u shud alw remember tis syg, club fer dancing kn? Haha. Ade org tk tau club utk ape. &&& ohh, I tanak u kotorkn tgn u pukul dorg. They’r dirt baby. Damn dirty. Dun waste ur tym on sucha low low low standard people cuz I trained u to b high like me nt slugs & sluts! *flip hair*
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Oh b4 I 4gt, yea aku tkde hal ngn kau [org ketiga ]. Bual situ habis situ! Ape2 kau bual psl aku is void. & I hope u dun interfere anym.

&& OUR LOVE HAS MADE PPL ENVY OF US BEBEH! (: LOVE U.

2007-12-26T22:47:00.000+08:00

salams!

im nt feelin well. im not gonna update tt often. werkin, bz.. n im like isk k.

sorie guys. gtt lotxa tings to settle.

ilu aqid. (:

~babymwackx~

.dia datang.

2007-12-10T10:26:00.000+08:00

salams!

so wt we gonna du nw. mm. im in sch. haha. bored nyer..
was listening to "dia datang" & i love tt song. jap ek.

lyricks.

(dia datang) jaga jaga jangan mudah terperdaya dengan manis tutur kata
(dia datang) jaga jaga jangan sampai tergoda dengan helah tipu daya
(dia datang) jaga jaga jangan biarkan diri kita menjadi mangsa
(dia datang) jaga jaga waspada ingat ingatlah dahulu sebelum kena

(dia datang) alah tak payahlah, kita sama kita
kenyit kenyit mata, pura pura suka
eksyen eksyen dengar, senyum senyum kambing angguk angguk, geleng geleng

macam ambil pusing, beliakkan biji mata besarkan mulut ohh lebar ternganga abra kadabra hey presto eh magik, kau ahli silap mata
lari lari takkan lagi nak duduk di sini mendengarkan cerita mengalahkn jin
akulah ini akulah itu, aku begini dan aku juga begituyang ini aku, yang itupun aku
hampir putus urat saraf telingaku ditucuk masuk pisau belit ularmu itupembohong, pendusta, penipu, kau numero uno, kau fikir kau nombor satu

(dia datang) jaga jaga jangan mudah terperdaya dengan manis tutur kata
(dia datang) jaga jaga jangan sampai tergoda dengan helah tipu daya
(dia datang) jaga jaga jangan biarkan diri kita menjadi mangsa
(dia datang) jaga jaga waspada ingat ingatlah dahulu sebelum kena

(dia datang) hoi dia bukan calang calang orang punya ramai kenalan
kalangan jutawan, hartawan, karyawan
keliling satu dunia sebut saja mana negara apa nama, semua udah udah
punya kereta mewah besar katanya, SLK small liter kelisa
mahu menang tak mahu kalah ke hulu ke hilir ke situ ke sana
suka mendabik dada

(dia datang) jaga jaga jangan mudah terperdaya dengan manis tutur kata
(dia datang) jaga jaga jangan sampai tergoda dengan helah tipu daya
(dia datang) jaga jaga jangan biarkan diri kita menjadi mangsa
(dia datang) jaga jaga waspada ingat ingatlah dahulu sebelum kena

(dia datang) dia kata aku anak hartawan, dermawan, tujuh keturunan harta habis tak makan
ada pengawal peribadi, ada pemandu memandu, sana dan sini
ofis di kota sebesar gudang setinggi menara seribu pekerja
ada lima tukang gaji di rumah
tiada yang kurang, masih bujangsuruh belanja kopi, maaf cek belum masuk lagi

(dia datang) jaga jaga jangan mudah terperdaya dengan manis tutur kata
(dia datang) jaga jaga jangan sampai tergoda dengan helah tipu daya
(dia datang) jaga jaga jangan biarkan diri kita menjadi mangsa
(dia datang) jaga jaga waspada ingat ingatlah dahulu sebelum kena

well, i have a fren hus like this. haha. step kaya pe. mcm lahs.

babyboy.. aket tummy. :(

&& KAU SUNSHINE AKU!

~babymwackx~

.babe.werk.amira.tracy.

2007-12-07T08:49:00.000+08:00

salams!

yest, was super tired. haha. i werk! yesyes. BABYNURA werk. haha. like real kn? bt betol la. besh. meet new frens n they'r frendly. except tis guy in d kitchen. he looked at me like "wow! ure delicious" look. haha. i was damn scared la. 1st tym werk der mah.

make frens w amira hus in changkat changi sec n tracy. they'r d oni crew there. ohh, i werk at millenia walk. nt bz shop tho its peak hrs. bt stl. im tired. todae, im werkin at tanjong katong. uhuh2. fer another 2 days i tink den ill b posted to clementi or wdls area. wahaha. so frens, cum support me!! ((:

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babyboy send me to werk n fetch me too. hehe. cians die. she had to wait 6 hrs fer me to finish werk. cian syg b. sabar k darl. todae, i suggest u dun hafto wait anym. cian seyh u. nnt , ayg penat sape ssh? b jgk. hee.

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*i brought home 1 dozen of donuts, gave another dozen to babe & 1 more i left it der.*

&& AKU CINTA PADAMU.

~babymwackx~

.hrc tinggy.

2007-12-04T11:01:00.001+08:00

salams!

ok, sape kate u all end sane? beh kalu end asl nk bwk sampai nk kene jumpe yanny? 2 wks ltr? amacam? lei jwb? selagy korg tk clear everytin, selagy tu tkkn sua. ape hal angkat aku nye tgn nk sua? mataer aku pon tk psl r. sape mau gadoh skrg? korg start dulu btl? dr blakang g dpn! kau tkde **** pe nk langgar aku kt dlm sampai kene suroh org buatkn? hah! okok, aku tau, kau penakot.

eh pompuan, aku tkde hal sak dgn kau. kau lei tnye mataer aku ape aku ckp dgn die mase aku nmpk kau kt hrc. aku nk tegor r sia. aku pandang kau kwn! aku bkn mcm kau. tk tau BUDI BAHASE nk tegor org. aku tk terhegeh2 kn mataer kau. tu sume PAST! den if tts d case asl kau kene saket ati dgr? asl? kau ngn die pon scandalism pe? ek, tu sume aku tk psl la. TAK ADE KENE MENGENA dgn aku. aku tk suker care kau kuarkn hal aku ngn mataer kau. cuz y? tu pekare jadi b4 u w her. FAIR ENUF?

nk carik gadoh, crk kesalahan aku mase kite due noe each otha. bkn sebelom! tu baru aku respect r gal! ni, no wae la. ure big enuf. matured ek? tu kau pe sluar. bt fer me, ure a kid. ala.. adek adek agy! tk kesah la kau pe age tue dr aku ke ape lahs k. aku tk psl. kalu kau matured enuf, kau tkkn drag!

bitch? aku pe? kalau aku bitch kau nk buat ape? popular? mmg aku popular la. asl? tk puas pe? jealous? mmg la kau lei ckp kau tk jealous psl ape? kau malu, ego pe? tol? haha. kau 2nd person sak aku bual kau aku, aku bual mcm gni. psl ape? kau pe perangai mcm sial. da.
kau tk happie, kau lei bual ngn aku! tkya simpan.

& sape kate pompuan baek tkle masok hrc? aku tau sape aku. org luar yg sial mcm kau tk boleh dan tk berhak JUDGE aku. cuz y? kau pompuan tkde adat r gal. really. aku tau, aku g hrc nk haf fun. aku tk sentoh brg2 tu sume. aku tk smoke. aku tk drink! skrg, lagy skali kau masok campor dlm hidup aku, kau tgk la. (: till den.

apologies frens n loved ones. i noe its nt me bt i hafto ((:

~babymwackx~

.wteva lor.

2007-12-04T09:04:00.000+08:00

salams!

FIRST: deel.. halu.. bile nk meet lahs??!!
SECOND: make sure u guys tell me d full story!
THIRD: kak el, abg taz. kak cherie tk angkat pon. kate suroh kol alek. hmpf.
FOURTH: wen the hell will u finish ur project la baby.
FIFTH: babyboy.. rmbr wt i msg u tis morg ok?
SIXTH: why m i in sch again? haha.
SEVENTH: min, make sure u installed tt pro in ma lap ok.
EIGHTH: im duin my own stuffs rather den listening. haha.
NINETH: im in a same grup of ... deh...deh... todae!
TENTH: i have test! hmofff!

ok, done. i tink la. haha.

&& SAYANG, AKU CINTA KAMU. (:

~babymwackx~

.hrc.van.shikin.babe.tt fat gal.

2007-12-02T10:22:00.001+08:00

salams!

yest was like fcuk!

went there to celebrate kak el's bdae. n while i was dancing w babe, tis dunno frm wer gal jus kinda "langgar" us. well, i wasnt entirely angry. i tk kesah la k. d space was small to dance anywae. & i noticed that tis couple frm back, moved to d front. like WAT THE HELL k? nk tunjukkn pe lei dance? or jus went forward to crk psl?

so.. afta d "langgar" she grind to me. OMG la. mcm da kemaruk sgt. [wateva]. den i kinda "tolak" cuz hey u da langgar org beh nk grind ngn aku? TAK DAPAT SAK GAL! beh she kinda hit me a few tyms r. tu yg i tk puas hati lor. i da angkat tgn, wana hit her r. den babe pulled me. woohoo! touchin mataer aku ni.

so. eventually sume org kuar dr hrc la. i told dem bt wt happen in d club. den "dey" went out. kak maria sound d gal hu langgar us. && being the couple's fren, she put the blame on tt butch's gf??!! wt a freak. HAHA. eeh pompuan, kau crk kwn baru sua seyh. mcm ni kau nk anggap kwn?

bual bual bual den she mentioned yanny's name. wtf. tk sangka sak kau pe mulut kalah #^$$^*U(UNO)&() seyh. woohoo again!

SAYANG, i love u much much. (:

HAPPY 13 MONTH DEAR.

~babymwackx~

.BABE.SANI.

2007-11-29T08:49:00.000+08:00

salams!

well, gf & me kinda haf a tok. i tink. haa. well, idk ek wt to sae. -
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gf send me home. den we stopped outside my neighbour's window. && being a kepo freak, she opened the window n kinda checked hu's der. so she saw me. && she said i was w a guy. yada yada. cnt b bothered. so.. she kol my mum. my mum n bro pon cnt b bthered cuz y? she's fcukin neighbour i had. thx k "NEIGHBOUR"
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IM NT IN DA MOOD LA TODAE. i dunno k? dun ask cuz i wun ans. haha. && sorrie guys if yest i replied kinda "wteva".
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&& yest sumone by d name of "sani" kold me up. ek i tink? said nk knl2. i tot my fren & tok to hym till i really ask hus dt. haha. so i told hym nt to kol me again cuz i dun like tokin to sumone idk hu gave my no. so ppl, wana get to noe me, u tell me hy d hell give my no & ill entertain u. thx ek.
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&& KAULAH SEGALANYA

~babymwackx~

.deel.huda.babyboy.

2007-11-26T08:38:00.000+08:00

salams!

sooo long seyh nvr blog. haa. mcm btl ajer baby ni.

im in d no no no mood fer sch tau! haiss. i wake up at 7am! late u noe. haha.

sayang!!! "chim" u sae? den baby blaja FULL business tau! hehe. cute la sygg. must b strong. physically n mentally bebeh. we study together k? since i noe more. haha. ok darl.

&& deel, saye tk mkn obt. it suck! huhu. bweks!

babyboy saw nana, den b tk nmpk. so i was like " sape?" i walk bk to d entrance n i sawher. hehe. da lameeeeeeeee g2 tk terserempak agy. ok awak, laen kali lets terserempak again. tc ok.

huda darlinkushhh yg ku syg yg tergiler sekali!! hehe. awak, kite happie la toktok to awak kt phne. really. awak fun giler! giler die 10x seyh.

~babymwackx~

2007-11-22T08:55:00.000+08:00

oh oh. i fergot. i pt it as PRIVATE cuz my blog is unda construction. HAHA.
nt cuz im scared dat ppl wud read my mess.
take care ek?
nw its ok. tata!

.hudafanadeel.

2007-11-22T08:45:00.000+08:00

salams!

wt m i suppose to blog again? haha. oh!! sorie yah guys cuz i pt my blog as a private one 4 awhile. haha. will soon do it again if "necessary" LOL.

aite, my life.. mm, im hapie. yea, nice nice. hw abt u?
im being stpd here. n i dunno y kays. so went intv yest. asked deel if she cud teman me. bt bt, my sim w ma cuzzie. aite. so i kol up huda. darlingkush yg DIPERCAYAI. (: [hello awak!] haha. bt she slp alr. so i msged her. bt in d end we din meet up cuz bf is der 2 tman me. hehe.

huda.. mm, she so giler ok? && cudnt believe wt she tok to me yest. fun lahs awak. kalu meet up, kite giler. ek slh, bf la giler. y ek? cuz awak n kite if combined kn, haha. dunia... isk isk.
k awak, kol kiter lagy. sygg huda.

&&&&& FANA SOMBONG!
(:

~babymwackx~

.chnge f blogskin.

2007-11-19T15:48:00.000+08:00

I WANA CHNGE BLOGSKIN. OTEYYS? K GO!

.idk.

2007-11-19T14:09:00.000+08:00

salams!

idk & idc.

well, im hapie w u. i love u. & d past? alryt, i dunno kays.
it hurts alot n yesh, i wun leave.
idk wt shit im tokin bt yea. wteva lahs k.

fren gue...

fana! i tk sombong ohteys. cumer bz ajer deh. kamu tuu, nape tk tag lgy? at least i update myslf abt u. haha. semangat la katekn.

deel!!!! bored jek crk babynura. haha. mcm spare tyre ek. ahaks! deel, jgn marah ek. haha.

...........

~babymwackx~

.future.

2007-11-17T23:26:00.000+08:00

salams!

had a great evening w my baby. (: i love tokin future w u. cuz i noe we gonna make it 1 fine dae together. && darlin, im gonna go far s i cn go. hehe. u too kn? we'l help each otha. && i love it lahs seyh.

im a psychologist consultant to be. (:

okok. i noe, im in a business course bt so wt seyh. haha. im gonna peeeersue my dreams. muahhhhx!

tts it bebeh.

~babymwackx~

.& really i feel stpd.

2007-11-16T13:27:00.000+08:00

salams!

i dunno y bt im beginning to hate d class. more like d ppl in it. i felt like tis b4. & yah WATEVER.

sumhw haf tis ting encounter to u? lets c, u are quite close w a few ppl in class. alw chat, hangout n share. bt recently u foundout tt they'r nt favourin to u. as in, they dun like u as much as they like their otha frens in d grup. hw wud u feel towards tt?

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im havin a cramp. fcuk sia. ok done. (: haha.
mytin baby ltr.

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& syg, ure ryt to sae FORGET FRENS. they'r jerks. haiss. i dunno la ek syg. wt i noe, i oni gt u. yup2.

my frens? they'r jus frens.
my true frens? NO ONE IN D WORLD. cuz u c, ppl cnt pleased ppl so easy. ;)

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&& AKU RINDUKN KAMU.

~babymwackx~

.her.

2007-11-14T23:14:00.000+08:00

salams!

&& i soooooooo love my babyboy.
i dunno bt everytime i dun myt her, ill feel stpd. like a kid lost in a jungle. haha.

i love u kays? pls get that in ur mind ohteyyyy!

to everybody tt has a poblem. plsssssssssss b STRONG. like me! ((((:
bweks!

&& kamu lah permata hidupku.

~babymwackx~

.turning str8. stupd .

2007-11-13T09:18:00.000+08:00

salams!

sygg. i love u. really seyh. too much in love w u. ((: bt darl.. i dunno lahs. i dunno y im duin tis. nor m i jus duin it outta depressed or anger? baby, ure my life. i nyd u stl in my life. i wun leave. im urs. oni urs. && u noe dt im nt a bytch nor a playgal ryt? ive chnge evn b4 u noe me. im all urs. im sorie if ive hurt u w wt i send u.

&& frens, i dun usually use "kau" "aku" or anytin kurang ajar. bt i hafto chnge lahs. yes b nice to ppl hu is not & b nice to ppl hu is nice. ill treat u better evn. bt in tis case, die da budak2, buat hal budak2. g club pon kai ic org. sorie, i duno la wts wrong w me ek? haiss. & frens, im nt me wen i used vulgarities nor rude werds. i hafto! :))

early in d morg alr tis fcukin bytch hafto make my mooed gone. fcuked up sia kau! aku da de mataer! kau pe mataer aku tk maen la. aku big fcuk pe? aku knl mataer kau dulu lahs ek! kalau aku nk die, aku da lame amek. kau pon tk dpt r sak rase die. && aku tkde nk suroh org pas no aku kt org && bytch, no tu aku da tk kai la ehs, kau pe bodoh lei tahan sak. tu la, org suroh blaja pandai2, mak bapak kau tu nk anak die sume berjaye bkn nk merewang lahs seyh mcm kau. nk step mane nye sexy mane nye hot. stakat muke ngn badan kau mataer aku tu lagy lawa la seyh. da, tk gune ek aku nk bual psl kau. waste SPACE!

&& tanpa dirimu apa ertinya aku. love u.

~babymwackx~

.chnge of pic.deel.

2007-11-12T15:13:00.000+08:00

salams!

hello peoples!
haha. giler siket. & if u guys noticed, ive chnge pictureeee. cuz i was super duper bored in sch. jus so stupidly chnge. sajersajer jer la.

&& deel!!! smlm kn, u msg kn.. hicard low la. sowie ek? haha.

n, well. im tinkin. WAIT! cnnt tel yet. huhur. saya sayang awak sume.

p.s dun worie, im outta ~~imh.~~ ;)))

&& BABY's AQID's. luuup hym lotxaa.

~babymwackx~

.hrc.

2007-11-11T22:04:00.000+08:00

salams!

went HRC. ahah. w kak el & abg taz. [ohoh, kakak zuuuuuu!] haha. mcm2 la ni due ekor. i was w aqid wen we suddenly feel like gg hrc afta tis couple mentioned tt werd. haha. weird bt true. so i kold kak el n ask if she's gg. since im gg, she's gg too. yeah so meet up at tm & took a cab der. wasnt alot of ppl la. reached, saw kak cherie. she's bk w abg fuz. yeah. good fer u akak. baby doaknnn hingga ke anak cucu. haha (((:

affta hrc, went mac. akak n abg buy fer me happie meal. hehe. aqid lor, ckp belikn i dt. ahaha. ate nuggets ajer. babybuy eat mc spicyy. k den a fren of mine shud b fetchin me frm hrc bt he din. kold up alot of tyms n so he stl din ans. so took a bus home. jus in time seyh b4 mummy came to my room. dts all folks.

& yea, i love babyboykushhh.

~babymwackx~

.d past again.

2007-11-11T21:52:00.001+08:00

salams!

a time ago, she wrote tis in her frensta profile. if im nt wrong, wen we broke u. or sumting. i 4gt liaw.

I'm sorry, yes I am, for everything that I've done.
How can I do this right, without you in my life.
Even though I say I love you I've gotta make a change in my life, baby,
I realize that you're better off without me by your side.
You're a special lady and I know I'm not ready for you, oh

Chorus:
I'm sorry for, what I've done.
I broke your heart, now we're apart.
I'm sorry for, making you cry.
I broke your heart, now I'm alone.
I'm by myself.

Tell me why, why I'm made my baby cry.
I know our love you would wipe,
Should I put you through all of these changes.
Nevermind all those I said cause I, didn't mean a thing.
I promised you, I only want you in my life, oh.

Chorus:
I'm sorry for(I'm so sorry babe), what I've done(everything I've done to you, oh).
I broke your heart, now we're apart (now we're apart and I can't deal with it).
I'm sorry for(oh, tell me anything), making you cry(I can do to get you back).
I broke your heart, now I'm alone.
I'm by myself.

Oh, it's hurts to move on,
cause you're all I knew,
But I must stay strong.
I can't break down no more.
sometimes I sit and dream of you and me again,
Oh, you have no idea, oh, of how hurt I am that I ran away.

Chorus:
(The one thing I said)
I'm sorry for, (meant the world to me, oh)what I've done.
I broke your heart(I'm so hurt that I did my baby wrong), now we're apart.
I'm sorry for(I'm so sorry now), making you cry(oh).
I broke your heart(how could I be), now I'm alone.

Chorus:
I'm sorry for, what I've done.
I broke your heart, now we're apart(for ever more).
I'm sorry for, making you cry(making my baby cry, oh).
I broke your heart, now I'm alone(I don't think I'm going anywhere baby).

so bebeh, i dunno lei wt im duin nw. shud i or nt? there's a lot of tings i hafto handle ALONE. && yeah, alone bebeh. shud i persue it? shud i jus 4get it? wt m i supposed to do?

u broke my hart..

~babymwackx~

.had a great tym.aqid.

2007-11-09T21:23:00.001+08:00

salams!

i LOVE my bloody lyf at tis pt im bloggin tis. ((:
aqid = a new babyboy i bought frm bedok. haha. oops. better run awae. well, she said she realised wts she duin fer d las 1 yr of our rs. babyboy, ure all tt ii need seyh. i love u.

her x/s. sheesh, bebeh, go find otha butch to court pls. ur"magical powers" doesnt load on ma baby. simply cuz im here && yea, im stronger den u. i believe in ALLAH. amin.

oh oh, SHE'S MINE! (((;

~babymwackx~

.anni.

2007-11-02T23:48:00.000+08:00

salams!

i dunno lahs wts wrong w my lappy. or isit d connection. or isit i yg giler. hehe.
mmg pon. giler kn aqid.

aqid syg sayer.
sayer syg aqid.

went espl.. waited fr her to cum w my mineral water. hahaks. den kn, she.. erm.. said she wana ask me sumting. she said its been longed. n she keep repeatin "ayg.. i ade qns" bt.. she never asked. all she do was repeat. ahas.

cute kn die?

den she gather d courage to ask me. (((;

b4 dt, she put on tis necklace fer me. n she ask me to count til 30 sec. i said "yg.. maen hide n seek ek?" cuz she ask me to close my eyes w both my hands n count. mcm bdkbdk kn? bt tkp. da over ek? hehe.

so i did. closed eyes, count & die pakaikn. den she asked me... asked wt? pepandai la korg carik jawapan sndri. haha.

i love u. ((;

happie anniversary syg.
a lil sumting fer u. my bucuk! hee.
&& will pt up our anni pics in nx ntry.

~babymwackx~

.my 1yr w aqidkush.

2007-11-01T08:41:00.000+08:00

salams!

sygkuush AQID!
tomorrow our ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!
our 1ST ANNIVERSARY!

;))
I LOVE U oteys?

my feelings ryt nw? ntg lei. i mean cnt b discribe. sheesh.
waiting fer 0211 yea. ((:
she said she gt surprise fer me. me? me to lahs. shhh! dun tel her lahs k?
tata. titi. tutu. hehe.

~babymwackx~

.aqid dreamt.

2007-10-29T10:53:00.000+08:00

salams!

sygku aqid. hehe. u dreamt. she dreamt tt i left cuz of a reason i dowana tell her. aft a fyt. i took all my stuf frm our hse at usa.

swity, MIMPI ITU KN MAINAN TIDUR. :))
saya sayang kamu dong. caya ngakk?

ill never leave u darlin. it aint cumin true kays? like i said yest, y wud i leave a treasure jus 2 b w bustards & haf my happiness. den cerai ek? hehe. cute la awak ni.

i love u**

;)

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&& KAULAH KEKASIHKU

~babymwackx~

.utt aqid.

2007-10-28T23:18:00.000+08:00

salams!

:: DO U REALLY LOVE ME? ::
i dunno y bt it seems dat every "i love u" werds tt came out frm ur mouth fer d last 2-3 yrs... we'nt meant truthfully. i felt tt wae. & im sorie if this 1 yr, u hafto bare w me alw talkin abt aqid. sigh.

tho aqid had made terribly huge & lotxa mistakes, ill stl love her. she's special. & evn nw wen we'r quarrelin, ill stl love her. & i mean it. i love her.

i never 4get 130805. im so devoted to u. bt y du u hafto 2 timed me? w her? u lied. u used vulgarities. jus to broke up & b w her. hw hurt i am wen i gtto noe abt u & her. d truth? hw hurt wen i tink back abt d past. y does life hafto b tis bad? cruel? y u? u cnt ans me ryt. & u said that msn nick was meant fer me?

[ aS LonG as FOrEvER Ma HeaRT iS tRuE ,, For As LoNg aS I LIvE i LOvE onLY YoU]

baby, plz tell me u love me too. dont leave me crying.

its fer me? .... ?

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&& OH KASIH..

~babymwackx~

.nurul, classmates & babyboyku.

2007-10-28T21:47:00.000+08:00

salams!

k, 2 para is ntg lahs. jus feel like bloggin. :))

Thu went to watch soccer. In my sch lahs seyh. Denn aqid ckp die saw ket. So I msg ket, ask her to cum to me. more like sae hello lahs. .. blah3. me & aqid went off cuz we were’nt suppose to “ter-c” ppl. Ok. More like she cnt & dowan. Went off, saw ket. She salam us & I was askin “ mataer sombong sakk ” k la. Fine. Tk knl tk psl. At least ade courtesy lahs kn? Salams ker. Senyum ker. Pape lahs. Tk pasal la psl tuu. Den nyt nyt time, her gf msg me. like crk gado. Ges she misunderstood all of it!! K so pape lahs seyh. Mls nk lyn la. Haiss. Small d pieces. Bt heyy, she shud haf consult ket 1 st la. Ape maksud I ckp g2. padahal tkde kenemengene w her. Gees. K da ovr pon. Zip!

Nx, my bloody fcuk up class. Fcuk no courtesy at all! Ade ke patut dorg on lagu chi kuat2?? Den I came in the class “ wah chi disco huh? “ so, I was d oni mly der at tt pt of tym. Heck la k? den sam [ d gal hu dunno lahs ] “gossip” bt me? I dun care k?bt I did said back la indirectly, “ ure nt happie, tok to me, tok front. No courage huh?” den I buat bdh! So yah.. it conts la. Mls ek nk blog panjang2. 

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i.. I dunno wts wrong w me these few days. I kept tinkin of our past. M I in da wrong to do tt? M i? ges so.

Cuz im hurtin her. I noe bt I cnt help it lahs dear. Fer d past 1 yr, I went thru hell. Fcukin hell. I din complaint. Cuz I noe, I believe & trust tt she wud chnge.

I truly love her. *kishkish* hee (: I haf mood swings seyh. & d victim is my baby. Haiss. I apologise darling. Really. I tried nt to venge my anger on u. I tried.. ill stl try ok? Forgive me kays?

D msges, abt leavin.. din mean it. I said IFs. I dunno lahs syg. Haiss. I was havin a terrible dae in sch. Oh-so-even b4 sch. Afta dt met u fer awhile. Oh, hehe. Nt awhile. We chat. A lot of stuffs. & syg, diin I tell u tt we cnt haf a dae to ourselves if we wana tok abt us. We need mths.. mths.. to finish up our story? More like, it’ll never end? Never ending story cuz

YOU & ME are meant to b together. & I love u shoooo muchy! Ok, so hw many “I love u” haf u read? Ntah ek. I LOVE YOU! Hehe.

& Kaulah cinta yg pertama dan terakhir utkku.

Aku rindu sih sama kamuu! Gosh. Love u shoo much seyh yg. U noe tk?? U noe?

~babymwackx~

.babe,aisyah.

2007-10-26T08:49:00.000+08:00

salams!

someonesomewhere. panjang sungguh nama kamu yah? haha. ok, actually kn, i dunno lei apa masaalah kamu. :)) lets go in general. true wt i said, if u love doesnt mean u mus hav it. e.g, u buy sumting u need nt wants. so far so good? if ure in a rs, treasure wt u haf nw. dun tink negatively cuz it hurts. her/his past, her/his wrongdoings, maafkan sahaja lah. yesh, i admit, its fcukin HARD. bt hey, u love her/hym dun u? wt matters most is u n her/him being happie together. heck care abt external factors hu wans to destroy ur rs. they're just JEALOUS. no. no. apologies, FCUKIN JEALOUS. ;)) u noe wt i mean darlin.

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so todae im pissed. nyd noe y & wt. haha. babe, im sowie. sowie cuz i venge my anger at u jus nw. i din mean it bt i dunno. i was damn pissed. sowie. maafkan b oteyy? :)) syg aqid bnybny.

ure my sunshine, my oni sumshine. u make me happy wen skies r grey. u never noe dear, hw much i love u, pls dun take my sunshine awaee. *muahh*

:))

im happie afta dt song. love u!!

~babymwackx~

.atika, babe, khairul.

2007-10-25T09:51:00.000+08:00

salams!

well, i dunno y it happen like tis.

wteva it is i truly noe dat we'r close. very close.

& i really haf a good impression on her.

bt wen days go by, she chnge.

& she's coverin it w talkin to me nicely still.

gal, i cn sense sumtin wrong w us.

& dat i noe u dun care abt me anym. or myb nt as much as las tym?

i dun c any wrong in our frenship

till i foundout sumtin abt u being a TWO-FACED person.

ure totally nt wt i tink u r.

seriously. regret?

idk. sigh.

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saw khairul in da bus. 168. :)) we msg a while. & at nyt he send me tis. it touched my hart. well, yea. bt sweets, im too attached to aqid. i love her. if it were meant to b us, it will.

24th oct 2007 / 21:52:57

hey sweetie, sorie to disturb u.. i jus wana tell u how hapy i am to know sumone like u.. and i realli thank god for giving me the reason to live life meaningfully by knowing u.. since the day i ask god for your love, i was alwaes certain tt one dae ill taste ur love.. maybe it's the reason why my relationships wif other gals didnt workout.. dunno y im saying this sounds mushy n its too early to sae anything but hey, we dont know when we haf to answer gods call.. tts y im happie to haf let my feelings out.. watever it is,im glad that ones in a lifetime i knew sumone like u. AND you're wae too beautiful gal.. even the moon and the stars wouldnt shine as bright as u do. :)

isnt he sweet? hehe. yea i noe. bt i love aqid. :))

--

syg, i love u. ((: i dunno wt'l happen if ure nt literally b w me everytime ive my pains. hehe. i love u *huggs tightly* ill neva let u go darlin.

MEMANDANG WAJAHMU, MENYEJUKKN HATI KECILKU.

AQID, i love u.

--

&& wen u love it doesnt mean u must hav it, wen u hate it doesnt mean u dont want it. :))

~babymwackx~

.nth la ek.

2007-10-23T19:05:00.000+08:00

salams!

wel, it shocked me wen she suddenly reply back like dat. sumhw aint surprise enuf cuz i noe it frm d beginning dat she gonna b like dt, so RUDE, so FCUKING RUDE & so RUDE! hehe. oh well. gasak la. as long she's happie. bt heys, DUN EVER REGRET WT URE DUIN NW CUZ IN THE END U'LL NOE HU UR REAL FRENS ARE! tq.

& yes, she kold me. askin me to meet up n so yah. im too bz so tunggu jer lahs ek. baby, ure nt in da wrong, so dun b afraid. HEYS, BABY TK TAKOT KT SESAPE kecuali ALLAH. *winks* if ever u try anytin funny to me, of cosh ull gonna get it. Allah maha ketahui & adil! :))

babyboy kt sblah sayer. SAYA SAYANG SANGAT SAMA KAMU YAH! tahu tk ni? dgr tk? mmg la tk. hehe cuz im typin. shall wisper to her ears.

ok, so.. people, stop being a twofaced person. u wun get anywer if werds spread. if i were 2 spread sumone's story pon, its FACT. nt tt i made up stories. yea? syg lahs kamu sume! hee.

n oh, ayg kate tt i shudnt respect tt kinda person, bt hey syg, they'r humans & my frens. [if they dun kol me 1 nvm lahs tk kesah ok. :))] so im a very nice and kind harted type of person so i respect & hafto b nice to evrybdy. & i mean evrbdy.

u b nice to ppl hu is nice to u. u b nice to ppl hu isnt nice to u. ok set!

~babymwackx~

.hosp,lil,tika,..blah.

2007-10-15T09:05:00.000+08:00

salams!

the past 1 week, i din attnd sch. i was admitted. so yea. i was under xtreme stress. till it leads to hyperventilation.

anywaes, im happie, damn happie nw dat ppl's nt in my life anymore. i believe in karma. yup2. retribution is always der. now, i jus wana lead my life alone w my hubby. so, those fcukin "frens" outder, GET LOST LAHS! cnt b bothered lah ok.

ayg, ur frens sume pon tkle cayer kn? lagylagy yg terdekat tuu. u said, by gettin ur frens blessing on us being togeda ure happie? like i said dulu, KAWAN TK MEROSAKKN RS EK! no use havin a fcuk up frens like dat. my world of frens, tk gni. u nye kwn ek, terok2 seyh. i tot dey'r HIGH CLASS? dat butches? I DUN TINK SO!

baby, im glad dat i listen to u to nt bother abt dem. dey'r nt in our lives so buat ape i mus kesah. n yea, i realise, im d oni 1 hu cares. im much happier nw tau. dorg pon mmg maseh bdk2. TAK MATANG! ape2 pon, if they sae they'r grown up n matured enuf, den b it lahs. i tknk lyn. MY FRENS R MUCH MUCH BETTER. they noe wats CARE n APPRECIATE. tq.

well, i learnt my lesson: never LOVE a fren so much. cuz if u do, ull fcukin will get hurt [PERIOD]

p.s IM NOT A PERSON HU LIKES @#*>^%$ PPL. :)) IM A GOOD GAL LAHS OK!!

oh, oh, another ting, tak puas bebual, tkya nk: uat cite, defend self, tok to my hubby, secretly confront, frensta n blog. tq bebeh.

& FINALLY, IM OFFICIALLY OVER U GUYS!
so if u tink ure clever enuf to phunked me? tink again. n yea, let's c hu has d las laugh!

~babymwackx~

.stupid gathering yest.

2007-10-08T08:58:00.000+08:00

salams!

replies to taggin ppl.

someonesomewhere: thx 4 being der. sumhw, i wonder y u aint agreeing w "reality".

reality: n may i ask, hu r u? no one has ever cum here n DISGUISING itself jus t humiliate me. humiliatin? ouh. ouh. i guess nt. so betta watch wt ure sayin cuz u dunno d WHOLE STORY! more like, d REAL STORY.

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yest wen t geylang. break fast at pizza hut at marina. was supposed t meet up w sumone n break fast at geylang bt TAK JADI lahs ok? bt nvm lahs. so, din evn saw her der. aiyoh. aint no mood to talk abt it lahs. cuz yest has been BORING, STUPID, FCUK UP dae fer me.

ouh yah, joined group, ksm w us. bt in d end, them n me n aqid. we walked too fast myb. bt sumhw, [IN MY PERSPECTIVE] i dun like ppl jus JOINING US, wen that ppl dun even ask, or huever she is. u guys shud have d initiative to ask d whole group tt wether it is ok to walk togeda since we'r in d same place.

im nt against anyone der. they'r all my frens. bt i jus dun like TAK BERADAP or no manners ppl to do that. nvr tink of hw othas feel.

so let me get tis straight, IM NOT AGAINST U PPL. JUS HW U PPL MANAGE TINGS ARND HERE.
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so, here am i in sch. tot of porn-ing n go sumwer to distress. havin pobls w ppl arnd me.

oh, oh, another ting, who am i using? hahas. hu? anywaes, i do feel that ppl is using me. mm.. i wonder. :(
ANNIVERSARY? period

~babymwackx~

.nth la.

2007-10-04T13:50:00.000+08:00

salams!

so, i ges i hafto .. mm.. i dunno hw to put in werds.

confused.
lost.

i dunno wt to do. bt yea, was damn sick fer d last few days. nw stl. hope wud b ok by tis wk. or sumone wud send me to d doc. :) hehe.

i din attnd sch fer shoooo long. err, mon n tue jek. so altogether im at home fer 5 days. frm sat to wed. yup2. oh-so-boring lahs ok.

arguments.. demi arguments. benci!!

~babymwackx~

.ogie, babe.

2007-10-01T11:34:00.000+08:00

salams!

so we had a chat. fer a while. cuz i was using public phne to kol her. i was outside n ma ppd low. hahaks. it was nice to hear ur voice darl. we mytin soon. ((:

n i dun wan d same ting to happen again! or ill run awae frm u. hehe. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

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babe, i wan u to b happie. always. im here stl. "HAPPIE 11TH MONTHS IN ADVANCE!"

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todae.. 1st.. oct.. haiss. din went sch. asthma, running nose, throat hurts. fever.

do u care? mm.

~babymwackx~

.stupid entry.

2007-09-28T12:43:00.000+08:00

salams!

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i wana b free. free frm poblems. free frm stress. can?
can i bring back babynura?

ket: semoga lu berkekalan lahs seyh! hahaks. belah 10 ek?

~babymwackx~